1july 1980

I was born but my family is not so rich I want to do something thing big . My father was in military and has a good frame in my family and my name is Ajay Raj Singh I always see my father doing something good for other , time passing and I was now 15 year old now I am in Delhi and on this time in my school I meat a friend who name is Shiva and he we liveing slum area and I was so inosant I see him and his area it's was so derty but I always thought that I it was a good friend but he was smoking and I always say him it is bad.After sometime I am also started smoking with him . On that time my father behaviour was so good with me and I only one child of my parents

That time come ,

when my father see me smoking and on that day he beat me but I has a addiction of smoking as time going-on

5 year later

Ajay :My father never asked me where iam and never talked to me in this three year .I want to say my father sorry but iam not having Power to tell him but now in this holiday when my father come I will tell him and promised him to never smoke again

After some time

I went home and totally shocked iam not believing

that's real I see my father was in Indian flag and he is die. my mother was crying very badly

After some week,

My friend suggest me to come out from this depration to drink and to business of bug I let her from that time because i know that this will damage life of many child and student . To coming out this situation I started smoking , drinking and drugging very much I was drinking but don't drink anyone else. I felt that I am harming my life but never want to see any one harming her life , in this time my uncle was die due to drinking and my mother forced me to abandon drinking but iam not hear her at all , one day I saw a child who was crying on the beach and I was fully drinked when I go near to him and asked why are you crying he me :

"MY FATHER WAS DRINKING TOO MUCH AND TELLING ME TO BEGGING FOR THE MONEY OF DRINK I AM NOT EAT ANY THING FOR ONE DAY"

When is hear this word i was full of anger and tell him where his father now when meat her father i beat him badly but on this time I think that iam like the only why I will beating him but on that I said that man ' to never ask her child 'that where he was and what he was doing because he was my child now ' and telling this I was gone. for their

when I go to my mother he was totally shocked and telling whose child is this I tell him every think what did happen and tell him to adopt this child my mother agree but after some time she told me that :

FROM WHERE DID YOU GET MONEY FOR HER EDUCATION

In my room I asked her name and his name was Subash and he way only 10 year old

On that night iam thing what I will do now and thinging about this I sleeped after this a fantasies had come in my mind - my father was telling me that if you want to say sorry then find a good way

In the morning iam thinking about this that what's the way after this Subhash asked me to send him school then ,

I know that good way but I am not having any degree but having a talent of writing

From that time I started searching job i am getting job but drop for my misbehaving, but from anywhere I arrange money for her school fees . finally I get job that was fit for me but iam not so happy with this job that job is watchman's in factory

4 year passes out

I am doing my work honestly paying her school fee shubash was very good in studying and having a disciple

One day a man call me and said : Subhash is your child I said yes he said the he has a accident and admit in hospital . Doctor tell to arrange 5 Lak but iam not having more than 20 thousand but on this time I do not let him to die iam thinging how to arrange money for her treatment on that time i knew my friend words who was Shiva . I started searching him from 2 day finally i got the information where he was and say him sorry and give the work of selling drugs I sell that drugs in a gang . After some time police had raid the area of Shiva and arrested that gang due to this i only inform police .So, police give me 20 per cent of all that drugs and that is 50 Laks .After this the treatment was successful and after some time he started going school again .From that time I never get any problem for her education and I make a good use of that money

13 years later

Ajay : I HAVEN'T MARRIED TO ANY ONE , SHUBASH WAS A GOOD CHILD I AM SO HAPPY THAT I ADOPTED SHUBASH HE WAS NOW A GENERAL IN ARMY IAM SO PROUD THAT I ADOPT SHUBASH AND I FIND HER REAL DAD AND HE WAS LIVING WITH US NOW

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