He is cute,i say to myself as i look into his eyes,the eyes that touch to the deep of my soul,i know i shouldnt look be feeling like this,he has a wife and kids,yet he is my first love.i met him when i have given up hope in ever falling in love,given up on being loved by someone besides my family, dont get me wrong,i am from a loving family,been spoiled since i was young,attended the best school and universities in the city,yet i still felt this yearning to be loved by someone beyond any comparable measures and i found one,except he is somebody else.
let me tell it all from the begining how we met,it was one of those gloomy days,or atleast it was till i met him,by the way his name is Jason,i like to give us couple names and call us JayTee,its cute and have a warm and fuzy feeling to me.Okay let me get back to how we met,i was new in JQ Electronics,the new receptionist,i had a guy who we were going steady together,i was a bit shy,being in a new place and all.He came through the door and i couldnt take my eyes away from him,he was hot.I know right,i mean really really hot,he is the perfect height,perfect muscles,i mean lean muscles that make the suit to be just perfect on him,he was a bit aloof,he came by my desk and ask for his messages.i was abit speechless for a moment,till he spoke again,it was a bit hurtful when he said cat got my toungue,i was so angry that i spoke out of turn and said,am new i dont really know who you are and you are being rude.Imagine saying that not only to my crush but to my boss and the owner of the company,he looked at me and said with an insolent face,name is Jason,the CEO,i need my messages,arrogantly.
i almost died on the spot,gave him the messages a bit trembling,can you imagine.Though he didnt spare me a look,i felt deflated for a moment for at that moment i found out that i have met the love of my life,someone who have the arrogance and aloofness that match my ideal guy.when i was sixteen i wrote in my diary things that i need in a guy,sexy,arrognant,rich,handsome,makes my heart beat and most of all,one that i could love and belief me,Jason passed all the requirements,how i love him,and for now i will watch from afar till he notices or i make him notices me.Ohh i have to break up with Lenard,i know its cruel but i have met my dream guy.