Mom:I can't believe you are going to be in a different part of the world from what I hear from the place your going is in a truce
Emily:yes but we are gonna be leaving tomorrow and leave our home town and the country
From what I could tell from my mom's tone of voice she was sad that I was leaving but I couldn't help the feeling of being sad that sad face would haunt me
For a long time but I couldn't think of that at that moment all I could think about was me leaving the country that feeling was unbearable the thoughts my mom would be alone I just couldn't bear it
Emily:mom don't worry I'll be fine but I need to get back to packing since I won't be back ever again until it expires and I can come back I'll miss you mom
She gives a warm smile that slowly Fades into sadness the thought of her daughter leaving her was too hard on her she can only think about that she could have died or worse got infected the feeling of being a mother was too unbearable for her to handle she can only feel sadness and regret but she was only able to think of happy thoughts that was the only thing she could actually do to make herself feel better and fill that empty hole in her heart
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