There's a girl who hate herself. All she have felt is only sadness and pain. She always wonder why is her life is full of pain, and what sin she has done before...
She always hate herself and don't want to trust anyone else anymore. She had enough of her life, she always tried to commit suicide. But she is afraid to die.
She always thought " why do I exist in this world if all I feel is a never ending pain? Why is God give me this never ending sadness?"