Every time I look at a person, they are just a X face, just like as if they are crossed out my life. People that are at my school or anywhere around me are just an X. Maybe 'cause everyone really is crossed out my life.
I don't trust anyone around me quite a lot. Since all my "friends" changed. So every time I look at someone, I only see a blank. I can't even see their face. I believe that the only way I can see people's face is to stop being so insecure and start making new friends.
Like I said though the last time, I gave up on becoming friends with people. So even if one day I won't become the school freak anymore, I'll still see everyone as an X face until I know when I can stop being insecure.
Why do I have to be so different?