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Chapter 15 - Vehemence

Lia,

I woke up and got ready to leave, i had a hard time trying to sleep, just knowing Adam was next door weighted my head, chest and body ,

I had to check in with the moving company if they'll be free on Thursday, Jeen had to move in ,

I got in of the closet checked the clothes Adam got for me , the size was right, I flushed when i saw the inner clothes he bought a lacey pair of bikini 'so this is his type' i looked myself on the mirror checking how my lingerie blended with my curves.i finished up and went out.

I was moving around, since i had to leave, i wanted to let him know.

His apartment was spacy just how i liked mine, dominated by shades of gray, the furniture was perfect i liked his taste, I found Adam at the gym, not a suprise at all, but did he really have to workout shirtless, 'yea it is his house, i roam in my half naked mostly', he seemed to have not noticed my presence, so I quietly took the chance to admire his chilsed body which looked like it was carved and the sweat dripping that ran down across the tattoo on his back, that I really couldn't tell what it was maybe a certain army court of arms, which just made him seam fierce,to his waist and even further , i move so i could get his profile , then he suddenly turned , and i felt my ears go hot.

"Morning".

He said "hi" i breathed relieved

"Just get back to your workout, i'll be leaving". I wanted him to say stay abit , he got off the treadmill dapped his face with a towel.

"Okay, Get home safe"

'God he is so soldier like'

I pout my lips and turned to leave, i wasn't going any far just next floor below.

My tummy growled as i went down stairs, I didn't eat much yesterday I didn't want to alert Adam of the kind of big appetite i have.

When i got home i went straight for the refrigerator and poured my self a glass of fresh milk, and let my thoughts get washed.

Yesterday when i went to his office there was a commotion, we were supposed to meet and discuss about the next pieces, i was late at the auction and I didn't want to get jeen's feisty look, so i headed out almost forty minutes earlier, i might have also wanted to see Adam .

When i got to his office his secretary wasn't at the reception i just guessed she might have some errands, i took few steps to his office, i was stupified when his office door flew open, almost thought it'ld hit me.

One angry girl stepped out she was blazing with anger she even scared me for a moment, is that Adam's doing I thought.

I peeked through the door someone shouted something , then Adam's secretary Hannah pushed the door open, clothes and shoes on her hand her bra unhooked, i was dazed not knowing what was going on why was she naked, 'did Adam__' no no i shook away the thought of Adam making out with her in the office.

I could see Adam's side view he was talking to an elderly man, more like quarreling, Adam spoke something and the man's fist flew to his face , i almost matched in , But Kir grabbed my hand .

" could we please reschedule the meeting", he spoke panting it seems he had been racing up here , i obediently turned to leave.

Did Adam Get caught making out, in the office . I didn't want to go home being alone would make me think about it even more, because as for then my chest ached i felt betrayed.

I headed to Jeen's place lucky me she was still home .

I rang the bell twice at Jeen's place then put in the passcode .

" Heyy!__where were you". She greeted me

"Walking to your place". I answered as i wore slippers.

"Did you get my call, and why did you walk, where is your car". She threw questions at me and it made a ring , my car?, 'i left my car at Hugo's'

"I guess i wasn't me"I answered helplessly as i crashed on the couch, after realizing i just had a forty min walk from Hugo.co to Jeen's place ,

"Kir called ... i know what happened". She spoke in a serious tone .

" I don't want to know" I replied,

" i guess you are curious why Adam did it". I sat upright, just to lay back on the couch.

"He's a horny jerk"

" is this your side of story or both side" she moved to the kitchen .

"Why would I even wanna know what he thinks, we_ we are not like a thing_ thing you know".

" then what's up with this vehemence". I pout my lips is it obvious i have a thing for him, i know Emma is the emotional one just two words and she forgives and forgets thats not like me she is strong by heart than me, and honestly it hurts knowing for some reason Adam had to make out with his secretary.

' does it mean if i were earlier it would have maybe been me'i thought,

"Stop with your dirty thoughts" came in jeen

"Whaat!_" I exclaimed in denial.

" you are all red" she gestured with her hands hovering around her face . I got up and headed to the kitchen,

"What you making?_ its so rare seeing mighty Jeen in the kitchen".

" i have a guest". She flushed

" ooh ..." I teased since i was almost thinking I already knew whom it was , " will you still be moving in with me?".

"Yeah, by this week_you'll have to get used to seeing Kir around". She replied as she continued chopping down ingredients.

"By the way __does Kir_ _by any chance_"

"Spit it out already" interrupted Jeena

"Does he say what Adam thinks of me", Thats a weird question to ask,

"Finally am dating a guy you see useful"she teased me .

" Jeen!"...

"What, ask Adam, straight out, this is so not you __and he even doesn't know your past, new guy new beginning".

If she knew i had an episode on our night stand.

" okay, i will, I should go before it gets dark".

" oh yeah" she spoke lowly and i knew she was still disturbed with the fact that my past still haunts me , the darkness the violence the trauma,

"You guys should try everything here, since you'll be having a roommate soon".

"Lia __ is there a thing I haven't tried?"

"With Kir? " i asked , she blushed . Which I guessed is a working progress.

" its housemates, and your place is really huge , you won't even know we are there, ... does Adam know you live floor below?"

" no, and please don't tell Kir ... yet" .

" mouth sealed".

I took a taxi back to Falcom residence .