'I was killed...'

That's what I want to say... But literally, I'm not wrong...

Seeing this little boy that standing inside of the mirror... I can't stop vexing... Why me? As a man of culture, I want to be looked cool once in my life... Or in my past life...

I was once an average man, or one of the men that was born in the wrong time in the wrong place, or planet... I was a loner. No more family to depend on because they had their own lives to live and families to support... In short a broken family.

Only leaving a vocational status in my educational background of my curriculum vitae... Ha! As if I had a great deal of life experience and accomplishments...

One day, on my way to search for a job, no matter what it was, so I can attend to my needs to live. An accident occurred, not on me but on what it's in my front... I don't know what's wrong with this reaper of mortal lives for the Gods to reincarnate... And decided to send many people away from this world out of its rage.

I saw this fourteen wheeler truck swayed on its way and suddenly turned sharp and straight to the gasoline station. With expectation in my mind for what will happen next... I decided to turn back and ran away from this place but I stopped on my track for I saw the two persons that consist of a woman and a little girl just in front of the said station, frozen by the shock or what so ever.

I forcefully bit my lips to overcome my fear and sprint towards them and pray for any kind of God that I'm fast enough to save them.

And yes, my prayer was heard but I still had not enough time to push them down on the ground and so I decided to get in between the station and the mother-daughter duo first before pushing them down on the ground while praying another thing for not to be hit by any kind of hostile fragments from the explosion.

But I thought, I jinxed myself and recalled a movie called Final Destination that seems to play with me at that time. I felt something pierced my back and all I can think that time was the sun was so high in the sky but I felt my body was suddenly thrown in the northern region of Antarctica...

Even though some part inside of my heart, I want to look cool and got some praises from other people... I don't have enough time to think about it and took one last glance to the the mother-daughter before the darkness devoured my sight completely with feeling of coldness...

With unknown time in the middle of the unknown. Sudden shifts in the temperature started to occur. First thing first, I tried to feel my limbs if it's still there and it didn't disappoint me. But as I tried to control it, I realized that in one hundred percent range, I can only will my limbs according to my thoughts in a couple of seconds for five percent.

I lost count for how many times I tried to do it again and again and for how many times I lost consciousness too. But with my persistent to control my limbs to perfection, I realized at that time too that I'm in the middle of the ocean... That was what I thought. Until I felt a great disturbance in this ocean that seems it was draining by some force, and I was included too. Out of fear, I reflexively tried to swim against the force, but all I did was unnecessary.

I tried to open my eyes but I can't because I felt my body was slipping through a very tight place... I gave up and let the thing go on and see later for what's really happening. After a long moment, I can suddenly breathe and so I decided to open my eyes, it's successful but everything in my sight was blurred. I can hear my own voice crying to its heart content after a couple of spanks on my buttocks and at that time, I realized that I reincarnated to my second life and a newborn baby now.

Five years passed since then but I'm still frustrated by what I did in all my time that I lived for twenty six years from my past life. Since I'm a new entity in a new world, I can review my own memories for anything that I need to think over, critiques and then improve and change for not to be a disappointment again.

This time, I'll be more active and live to reach what I want. Even though I don't know why I reincarnated without meeting a God or something. I don't even know if I really have a cheat or not for these five years...

But remembering my past life is a cheat itself already and so I really didn't think too much about it.

I can say that this world is the same world in my past life, a modern world but mixed with a fantasy world. I found out that Vi, short term of Vigor was called for the energy like Mana, Qi and blah blah blah in this world.

And instead of Meridian, Chakra Points, and blah blah blah, it's called Constellation Points, to trace for what will be my Soul Crest later, it can be compared to Spirit Rings, Avatar or blah blah blah but for me, it's all the same.

I'm wearing a formal suit for my Soul Crest Awakening that will happen in any minutes now. And that's right, I am the boy who is in the mirror facing me...

My family where I was born seems related to the Lion Soul Crests. With an exception to the other people that married into the Llywelyn Family, like my mother, she is a member of Aquilus Family related to the Eagle Soul Crests.

Within these five years, I got the gist for how this world works. There are Four Continents consists of Cerulean in Southeast, Carmine in Southwest, Ivory in Northwest, and Obsidian Continent in Northeast. Where I stand and live is in one of the major cities of Ivory Continent. My family is one of the Big Four Feline Family in this Felidae City.

My new name is Alerveen Llywelyn, third child of Arlette and Leon Llywelyn V, younger brother of Leon Llywelyn VI and Solstice Llywelyn.

It's good that I'm not the first child or else my name will be boring. It's a family rule to name the first son after the father, and after the father confirmed his first son's affinity to the household crest with a device and then will cultivate him to be the next family head. So, my elder brother is the celebrity and the precious prince of this household.

There were records of the first son having the affinity of his mother's household crest and will be exiled with the mother back to her family, worst exiled from both sides... Tsk, tsk, tsk, cruelty will not cease to exists as long as life forms exists too. Well, I don't give a fuck unless it's me.

And not that I really care about the position of family head, too much hectic per se. So, even though he is a bit prideful and egoistic bastard, sometimes, we don't clash that much. About my big sister, she's a total brat, and knowing that Leon will be the family head, she's acting too much with proficiency as a cute and lovingly daughter.

The fuck? Bullshits are everywhere and so, even though I'm active now, I felt isolated again. Kids are not evil and bad, only their parents of the parents of the blah blah blah. But only a bit of exception for my mother this time. A brat is a brat, no matter what her age is, but I noticed that she really love father. With this kind of family status, mistresses can't be avoided. So, we have a couple of half-siblings with different mothers. So, I pity her.

We're not close, literally, I'm not close to anybody here. This family is too serious that even maids and butlers are serious too for not to let there emotions to appear on their faces.

Me, being active in this life means I'm the black sheep, the infamous, pain on the ass, the troublemaker of the family...

After five years, with little knowledge over light novels from my past life, I tried to experiment and do things in an unorthodox way about the crest. Five years old is needed to be awaken? Nah! That's bullshit. I found my Seven Major Constellation Points by myself and connected four of them to each other last year, leaving only the Three Major, Twenty One Minor and Sixty Three Lesser Points that was stated in the records... Well, shit! It's derivative of Chakra Points! Wew! And since I'm reincarnated person, so it's easy as pie.

They said that basic foundation of the Soul Crest Power is based on how many Constellation Points connected to each other for tracing the Soul Crest from Red Form to the Violet Form, from lowest to the highest Form that this current people of this world can achieve. This forms was known as Ghostly Form from the past but forgotten already.

Next foundation is based on how pure is the Vi residing in each Constellation Points, which I'll simply call CP afterwards.

Legends says that the final form of the Crest was the Materialized Form that have it's own distinguished color which can be compared to a real Spirit Summoned, real Beast Companion or blah blah blah... The person who have this Soul Crest Form can integrate with his Soul Crest to transform into a Beastfolk, that have a power to overturn continents and dissipate ocean in a blink of an eye...

But in this era, that's only a legend and myth now, because everything have a degeneration era... Or maybe someone wants to pull some schemes to let this thing happened earlier... I really don't know. Since that's only a conclusion because of the light novels of the past. Maybe that Materialized Form is not the final. Who knows.

Now, that I'm going downstairs on the red carpeted grand stairs of this mansion. I devilishly grin in my mind that I'll fuck up everything and I will travel all around the world to see everything and fight Monsters, or so called Fiends.

And which I'm awestruck by these peoples dumbness. Fiend? They can be simply called monsters for lower creatures and demonic or heavenly monsters for intellectual creatures.

There's no Dungeons here but there's a Nests... Or specifically, Tower Nests.

Which I included in my travel plan after I'm thrown or exiled after this will be fuck up ceremony. And as a man of culture, adventure is not a question but a fact after reincarnated, no? Of course, I already set everything that I need secretly in these three years after sensing the unchangeable atmosphere in this house. I did my best to liven this family to a warmer status but it was useless.

So. *Flip Table* I'm on my own.

Here I come, Planet Insignia Terra. Hahaha!