Tonight the weather was cold, the wind blows strongly as overcast clouds slowly cover the sky tonight which should be sunny.
Luna stands in front of the window of her apartment which she leaves open while holding her favorite cup of bitter tea, she lets her face be blown away by the wind and the drizzle that begins to descend. Her breath was heavy, Luna thinks about the incident this morning in her office when Monic says that she will be Kevin's wife will make her heart more chaotic than before.
"Have I fallen in love with him?" Luna wonders in her heart about what feelings are engulfing her right now.
She's eager to cry right now. The feeling of sadness mixed with disappointment makes Luna don't understand why she should feel it all.
"If they're married..." Luna thinks back in her heart and recalls Kevin's recent words, "How would you feel if I married someone else?"
"How do I feel if he marries another woman?" Luna thinks hard to come up with the right answer to her question, but all she gets is piercing pain and forcing her tears to drip.
Luna wipes away her tears quickly, she rests her head on the window and the memory of her togetherness with Kevin begins to twist over her head.
When they are first reunited, when they are two years together and Kevin always teases her without telling her who she is, during the reunion, when he holds her in front of their friends, Luna smiles at remembering all the events.
The moment when she wears Kevin's tie every day, chooses clothes for him, and if someone takes her place...
I'm not willing to...
Every fuss they make, every problem she gets because of Kevin if it's all over.
I can't...
As she held hands with him when Kevin only looked at me...
When he hugged me...
When our lips come into contact...
When he said, "I loved you..."
Every second I go through with him, a thrilling and blushing moment...
Those moments with him...
When we were together through the day after day...
"If he marries someone else..."
Luna's tears are unstoppable, now she's been getting answers to her questions all along if she loves Kevin, but can they still be together?
Luna can only cry if in reality they are not destined to be together.
But let Kevin marry another woman...
It breaks her heart.
"What should I do now?"
***
The next day, Kevin accidentally arrives early to be able to walk along with Luna, he deliberately waits in the car until Luna comes and he starts walking quickly following Luna's steps and walks in front of her in the lead.
"Why don't you come back to my house?" Ask Kevin but Luna doesn't answer until they enter the elevator together and luckily only the two of them are in the elevator so they can be a little free.
Kevin knows Luna can't answer it right now, but even so, he can still smile glad they can be alone like this
"Can you tie me up?" Ask Kevin while removing the tie from inside his bag.
Luna takes a breath, realize Kevin if we continue like this we'll only get hurt in the end.
"Come on..." Asked Kevin with a begging smile and sparkling eyes makes Luna smile amused and without hesitation wear Kevin's tie.
"Make sure the elevator stays closed when I put you in a tie." Pinta Luna, Kevin then easily nodded and pressed the elevator button so that the elevator door does not open.
Luna knew that Kevin was looking at her, but Luna pretended to be calm and focus on Kevin's tie, but not with Kevin, she realized something was different from Luna's face.
"Why are your eyes swollen?" Ask Kevin worried, Luna can only smile and continue to wear Kevin's tie slowly and gently, she does not want this moment to end quickly.
"It's because I'm out crying." Luna's answer slowly even sounds like whispering.
"Who dares make you cry?" Asked an angry Kevin, he felt he didn't accept the girl he loved crying until her eyes were veiled and swollen.
Luna laughed softly at Kevin's question. "No other man has ever hurt me but you."
Of course, Luna's words stunned Kevin, his body immediately froze.
"He's Kevin Wijaya, he makes me cry..." Luna said again, this time she whispers in Kevin's phone before Luna finally presses the elevator button and the elevator opens, Luna then walks away from Kevin who stands in disbelief at what he just heard.
***
Kevin was unable to concentrate while working, he was very curious about what makes Luna cry. Did he make another mistake?
Luna seems calm at the moment, so what makes her cry?
Kevin feels like he's going to die from his unstoppable curiosity.
He then decides to get out of his room and walk towards Luna's room.
Hesitantly, Kevin approaches Luna's table.
"Can I help you, sir?" Ask Luna to calm down with her gentle smile.
"Luna..." Kevin scratches his neck as to why it feels like his tongue is wagging when he wants to question why he made Luna cry.
"Here's the thing..." Kevin's stupid, is that all you can say to Luna? While Luna waits patiently.
Kevin clenched his fist and gathered all his courage and started saying what he wanted to ask, but suddenly the sound of door knocks sounded to annoy Kevin, he wanted to nag the tap when he saw who was coming he could only be silent.
"Am I late?" Ask Varell on the doorstep.
"Of course not, come in..." Answer Luna smiled happily. Varell then enters the room after obtaining permission from Luna.
Kevin and Varell stare sarcastically at each other but smile together when they see Luna's face.
"This is for you..." Varell gives a bunch of flowers consisting of several flowers to make Luna a little surprised, she can't hide her confused expression.
"I know if I came here to work, but I can't resist my desire to give you flowers, I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable," Varell said that he didn't want the flowers he gave to make Luna uncomfortable with his arrival.
But Luna then smiles and says, "What are you saying? I'm glad to receive this flower, it's so beautiful. Thank you so much, Varell."
"I didn't know what flowers you liked so I bought every kind of flower for you." Varell can't hide his happiness because Luna likes his gifted flowers.
"He's moving fast." Kevin's murmur in his heart was upset, he doesn't know if Varell was taking advantage of Luna's moment of work to approach him like this.
"I didn't know what your favorite flower was so I just bought it of all kinds."
"I love it all, it's so beautiful, thank you." Luna smiles like killing Varell with happiness while killing Kevin with burning jealousy.
***
Kevin glared at his Laptop with a grin, he wasn't at work but monitoring Varell and Luna through CCTV.
"Do they work? They laugh like they're on a date." Kevin is frustrated at Luna and Varell's closeness, why does Luna like to smile while she's with Varell.
Kevin then glanced at the clock, only fifteen minutes Luna and Varell went to the sample room it felt like a long time ago for Kevin.
"What's he doing? How dare he touch Luna's hair!" Kevin's squeal was annoyed not to play when he sees Varell touching Luna's hair but Kevin can't do anything to make him even more frustrated.
"Luna... don't try to open your heart to him." Kevin looks like a madman now, he speaks for himself while constantly looking at CCTV monitoring Luna and Varell's every move.
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