"I'm sorry if it's a sensitive topic… I won't ask again", I spoke.
He stared at me "No, I just surprised my self by calling you that", he let out a nervous chuckle.
"Caden was my… uh… my… just someone close to me who passed away."
"So he was your boyfriend… before you married your wife?", I asked.
He drank another glass of wine "I loved him, and I lost him to addiction when my daughter was very young. I'm glad she met him before he passed away."
"You remind me of him, on some unconscious level I suppose, I haven't thought about him in awhile", he continued.
"Maybe it's the wine speaking… maybe", he muttered.
A knock came upon the door, but she simply let herself in.
"Lior! You wouldn't believe the day I had…", she paused as she quickly glanced at me then looked at the wine on the table.
"Why the fuck are you drinking in the middle of the day?! For fuck sake Lior, the cocktail party is in a few hours, I can't have Vanessa thinking you're a fucking alcoholic!All you want to do is embarrass me!"
"You should leave, but uh you can stay in the guest room tonight", Lior spoke.
His wife glared at me as I left the room.
She immediately yelled at him "You can't just make sudden fucking decisions like that without me! We don't even know who the fuck he is-
"Yeah we do-", he argued.
"Okay then… then who the fuck is he besides the guy who almost got our child in trouble with the law?"
"He's our daughter's boyfriend, and Jasmine and Adler's son."
I stood outside the door listening before Jackie yanked my t-shirt.
"When did you come back?", I whispered.
"Let's go upstairs, please", she was on the verge of tears.
She led me upstairs and locked her room door.
She immediately began to cry as the yelling had escalated.
"Woah, woah, it's okay…", I held her.
"I'm so sorry you had to hear all of that, I should've known she would of come back early."
We stayed quiet until we heard something break downstairs " I should of just fucked Adler, you piece of shit!"
She left my arms and climbed on her bed "Get on here, please?"
I climbed onto her bed, laying next to her, "Are you still high? Or drunk, you smell like wine?"
I smiled "I don't think I'm high anymore, and I only had one glass of wine."
She turned to kiss my lips.
She pulled away "Sleep with me?"
She stopped crying and tugged my arm. I chuckled nervously "Uh… It's not that I don't want to it's just that I can't."
She sat up "Why?", she asked quietly.
"I don't want to disrespect your father, I just- it means a lot that he's letting me stay, you know?"
She tilted her head and looked down as she sniffled "You know, when I went to Venus's house I heard from Stacy that… um… you and her slept together a long time ago, but you were sort of bad at sex."
I chuckled "Oh. She told you that?"
Jackie smiled "You're not embarrassed or anything?"
I was glad to see the tears dry up, even if it meant her laughing at my bad sex skills.
"It was my first time, Stacy had high expectations… and I had a little bit of performance anxiety and shit, that's all", I chuckled nervously.
Jackie smiled "So that's why you're so good at eating me out?"
We both laughed "No, I just don't want to rush things with you. Even when I ate you out I still wanted to thank things slow. I care for you, I'm not just going to sleep with you all the time when it's convenient for my emotions."
"Okay", she yawned.
"Well, if you aren't going to sleep with me at least sleep beside me", she patted the spot next to her.
I smiled "Gladly."
A few hours had passed and she had fallen asleep turned away from me. A sudden jolt had woken me out of my sleep, I was in complete darkness but had a feeling I was falling. I woke up in cold sweats, yet Jackie slept like a baby.
I gently closed her door as I walked out of the room and glanced at the balcony. I watched her father walk into the wine cellar, wearing a white t-shirt and grey sweatpants.
I walked downstairs with haste. I walked past the living room and spotted him in the cellar.
"Hey", I spoke.
He looked over his shoulder inspecting a bottle of wine.
"Is Jackie okay?", he asked.
"Yeah", I spoke softly.
He glanced over his shoulder again "You can sit on the couch, if you want?"
"Are you okay?", I asked.
He inspected another bottle of wine "Yeah, uh… Jackie isn't anything like her mother, if you were wondering."
I stared at him "Yeah… I got that."
He chuckled "I sometimes don't know how I ended up here with Penelope, for the sake of my child I guess."
I cracked my neck "It's not good to stay together just for her sake, I suppose."
He shot me a glare "Mm, don't you think I know that?!"
"I'm sorry", he apologized.
"I'm just… sorry", he continued.
"It's okay", I spoke.
"I can't just get a divorce, I got married young and Penelope convinced me not to get a prenup. She has connections to make my life more hell than it already is", he stopped talking.
I noticed tears on the wine bottle.
"Shit… sorry", he sniffled while wiping his tears.
"I miss Caden, a lot… I just-", he wiped his tears and took a deep breath.
I stood up and grabbed the bottle of wine from him and placed it in the wine holder.
He stood slightly taller than me, placing his hands in his sweatpants, the silence was loud.
As attracted as I was to vulnerability I felt so impulsive.
I couldn't help but to kiss him. It only took me a second to realize that I fucked up.
I immediately pulled away "I- I'm sorry."
He stared at me, I was unsure if it was a look of hate or anger towards me.
He pulled me back in and kissed me deeply. I felt intense feelings of lust towards him. I pulled away from him and gently fell onto my knees. His breathing became heavier as he gently caressed my hair as I pulled down his sweatpants. I noticed how bricked up he was before my touch.
"You'll be okay, I'll be gentle", he spoke.
I nodded and gently put my mouth on his penis. He immediately let out a grunt. I applied suction almost immediately, I felt him tremble.
He thrusted a little faster and in a few seconds I had a bitter taste in my mouth.
I pulled away, and spit on the cellar floor. I coughed for a bit. "Are you okay", he asked.
I shocked myself considering that he wasn't a woman and that I had just cheated on Jackie with her father .
"Yeah", I replied.
He smiled at me "You're hard right now."
I looked down, unaware that I was. I had a wave of guilt flooded my body. Shouldn't I have been more attracted to Jackie?
He looked at me lustfully "Let me satisfy you."