Was she jealous? She had too much pride to admit to me that she was jealous of a random hookup. I walked into my apartment setting the money down next to the phonebook. I smiled thinking about her being jealous, at least I was somewhat desirable. I opened the phonebook and sat on the couch, some dude in an ally had given it to me for $10. I felt bad for homeless people trying to make a living so I bought one, little did I know it was sort of like the dark web but the phonebook version of it. It had a section for sex services, hitmen, and some sections I refuse to even mention or look at. But I could never stop thinking about the male prostitute I met, I sorta missed him in a way. I dialed a number, I wasn't sure if it was his. I gave them my name and my phone number, then they gave me his name "Lucas, will be on his way".
I hung up and just sat on the couch, falling into slumber, waiting for him. I heard footsteps come towards me. Then there was a touch on my face, a feeling of warmth. I felt his thumb press against my lips. I then felt his lips against mine, I started to pant. I opened my eyes almost in horror as I looked back at Kisara. "Were you expecting someone else", she asked in a solemn tone. Kisara acted like a man for the most part, her movements, her speech, and her thought. "I have a better question for you...why did you come here and kiss me in my sleep?!", I yelled at her.
She scoffed wearing baggy men's clothes "I assumed you might sleep with this guy again, so I was just going to take your months worth of rent back".
"Don't you dare!"
"Mm, I also came to tell you that I don't want to be a woman anymore".
I sat back confused "Huh, I only thought you were gay and female".
"I got approved for surgery and I've got a low dose of hormones already, I'm still a bit iffy but if it means I can have a chance... then I'll go for it".
She paused then continued "So what will it be? Are you going to sleep with this guy or not? I'll also throw in a third option, live with me?
"Not in your dreams Kisara, by all means, take your money".
"Fine then, I do wonder though... never mind I'll be on my way".
She took the money and left. He came in shortly afterward, he stood at the door for a little while before he lunged over to me, he whispered something in my ear "I've missed you".
"As did I".
He paused "This is the last time I see you", he sounded solemn and grim.
"Why?", I asked .
"One, you are a minor, which doesn't matter to me but I do have someone back at home I have to take care of".
I was confused at this point I backed away from him.
He looked at me" I won't charge you for this if you still want to... make love one last time".
He raised a brow as he said that.
"One last time then".