In the midst of summer where winter slowly crawls back
The days were hot as it slowly chills the dark
People were on rush as I sit back
Read, write and wait for the time we're to chat
Moments were perfect back then
We're caught in the glimpse of happiness
We search for ways to ease the pain that burdens
But the happy days were temporary, cannot overthrow the sadness
I thought of that moment was sure perfect
But the illussion I drew has defects
Didn't realize that I've been fooled
Fooled by the inner longing that left me full
My realization might be really late
But I don't want to lie just to bait
Continue to tell the world its ugly gait
For if not, it'll just be another failed fate
This world is a maze
Full of danger that blaze
Foil become our cave
And the scary cries silents our grave
Some might say I'm cruel
For being true? That's a compliment
You might have thought the same
Oh dear, can't help it, I'm indeed cruel
Now, have we ever thought of things?
What they might have done?
Or what they can do without people's help?
What they can do on their own?
Can do nothing, I guess. But the question isn't right
We asked the wrong question
Therefore, the answer is a dellusion
Like an empty vessel full of illusion
We failed to realize the wrong conclusion
Have we ever thought of people?
Their deed were indeed unstoppable
Everyone has its own role as a doer
Companion, friend, partner or lover
But people remain to be an enigma
Their emotion were far worst
Vastly as the universe
Endless as abyss
Some might have failed to interpret their true emotion as I did
But am still glad to finally recognize it
Though I have led you to hurtful feelings
Am still grateful to ease these things
You are sweet as peas
Gentle as the mid summer breeze
Caring but below to mom
Dream man of every woman
But things went to different path
I figured there's only so much we can beat ourselves up about, things we wish we'd done differently, before we're broken beyond repair.
But I will always be thankful with these painful memories
Never regret it nor forsake it.
Some things I just don't forget even though I wish I could
His mark is indeed remarkable, right?
But I've realized that to live myself to the fullest
I must defeat first the darkness in myself.
I have cleared the misunderstanding I've created
I just wish you got it right, wholly, undivided
Now, its up to you to decide
No matter what, let's be friends for the days to come
-❤ella