The air felt very cold as I walked out from the restaurant that we just ate in. Something in me wanted to stay there with them and I did not know why. Nevertheless, I eventually left sooner than expected. I found out that they were having dinner when I went to go and look for Kaval and found him nowhere. Then I saw his aide and then you basically know the rest.
I thought that if I did go there, I'm going to ruin their nights, especially Alexander but oh how the tables have turned. I ended up looking like a child which is as embarrassing as it is and, I ended up having fun spending with them. More importantly with Alex there. My feeling says that it's okay to feel that because I basically the same with everyone else but I couldn't brought myself to it.
