NOTICE: 500 WORDS UPDATE
"He already knew about us so that would mean that he already had his plan before confronting me about it. At that time, I did consider for us to go out of the mainland and just find an island but then I knew that we would not be able to leave the mainland. If I lost you then, what was the purpose of taking the risk. I was backed in a corner where I could not escape."
"How would I ever live my tomorrow when you are no longer there. How would I be able to see my future when you are no longer there. I planned the future with you but what if pursuing that future leads to loosing you. I did not have anything to choose upon at that time because no matter where I looked, I became blind by the reality that I could not and will not be able to face and live the future that I wanted and that was the future where our promises where."