Chapter 4 - Chapter 3

The sun's rays shine through the window flashing light to Zane's eyes, scratching his eye from it's disturbing light. Black eye bags have appeared saying his not have a good sleep of a shocking event. Night's that let him of dream of his lover dying on his hands, nightmare that will fill night of unending despair.

Clinging to her picture was only thing she left behind with photos in my phone that every time i look it aches my heart to the fullest.

"Serah"Zane whispered.

He goes to the bathroom, brushing his teeth in front of the mirror,his bright skin no longer shined before now it is pale and cold without Serah.

Boiling the water in a heater as he finishes,he gets a frying pan and oil ready, turning on the gas.

After a while of getting ready he cooked a fried egg ,had the milk powder mixed in the hot water and cooked rice.

Ring*

Hmmm?a text?from who? it's from the principal he thinks tapping his phone and the message saying "You should take for 1 week,breathe off your lungs kid as a special gift your principal"

Did she really let me off loose?well I guess I should thank the principal when I get the chance,gosh I'm really worn out.

After breakfast he heads up to drive going to Serah's grave in E City where coffins or Betas are buried, cloaked in black clothing.

Beep* Beep* Beep*

A caller calls to his phone ringing,it was his mother Elenia Sylvia,the woman who was the first beta to give birth on an alpha which named Zane,his father was also beta yet their baby turned out to something they've never expected.

"Hello mom,how are you?"

"I'm fine,how about you?"

"I'm not fine"

"Are you going to her grave?"

"Yeah"

"Whew if only you two got to live your whole lives then I've already had a grandchild!"

"Mom, I'm too early for that, I'm still 17 ,a high schooler in fact"

"What a bummer,okay take care son"

"Yeah,see you soon?"

"Right back at you"

1 hour of driving have past and Zane reached his destination,he goes to a flower shop,daises and other ones in stock, picking white jasmines for his love to Serah.

*Moments Later at graveyard"

"Oh thank you for visiting her grave big brother"

Nod"Have you gave her flowers yet?"

"Yes"she smiles at him.

The similar smiles of sisters crossed into his mind,making his heart pain again, he almost clenched his teeth but stopped by bitting his tounge.

"Okay should I ride you back home?"

"Are you sure?"Zane bringing the flowers to the grave.

"Of course it's no big prob"

"Aren't those flowers white jasmines?"

"Yeah,she likes them a lot"

"I see"

As the silence caught up to them ,the sound of upcoming rain coming on their way, droplets of water wetted Zane's clothes,he didn't flinch to it more like to hide something and it was his own droplets of water rolling to his cheeks. Sadness, despair,his hope to live happily ever after was crushed in a moment,his own determination

was no more leaving a body with no emotions,faking every expression he could make.

"I want to see you again,just once more,I beg of you,Lord of the creator I beg"he whispers.

"Zane?what did you say?"

"Nothing"

What did he say just now?I couldn't hear it because of this rain and those flowers have a meaning too,sweet love yet what left of him was a puppet body being controlled by his own hopelessness as if his life was stolen.

"Get in the car Serina"

"Right"how expressionless.

The ride was done and he was all alone,again in this big house,the rain still never ending,his eyes have turned more darker as he turns the door to the bathroom ,he washes his face and looked at the mirror.

"What the-"

To his shock and fear he saw a black goat,humanous body,black skinned appears to his back,he stares at his back but disappeared.

"I am you and you are me"Words that came to his mind.