THIS IS RIDICULOUS!!!!! I yell in my mind. I just can't get used to this situation at all. It is unbelievable!! This is the only thing that circulating in my mind right now. I scan the situation around me as I'm eating break first. Right now my family and I are eating on the same table in silence.
"....." Different!! Totally different than what I thought!!
That old man told me that I will be eating with my family but I don't know these people!! He said that I should apologize to my little sister. Well... For starter...I don' t have a little sister!!! I stare at the little girl in front of me. I think her age is also around my new age. "She is around 10 or 11 ?? I think??" I am so annoyed right now. I don't have any memories of this place so, I don't recognize these people.
I glance at the person that sits next to her. It's a boy. I think he is a little bit older than me. Is he my brother??? He is a good looking person I can tell despite him being young. He sits between the little girl and a beautiful woman. That woman must be my mother. A man that I think might be my father is sitting across that woman.
They all straight out ignoring me when I sit on the table to eat break first. At first, before I arrived at the table, they were already starting to eat without me and talk with each other cheerfully. But when they realized I was there, the cheerful atmosphere suddenly disappeared.
Am I really one of their family!!?? I thought. I mean.. I don't know these people and I have started to realize my situation is not something that can be explained with words alone. I look at my small body.
" This is not my body ". I mumbled. After the old man and that maid, Ayla leaves my room... I look at the mirror again and start to think about my situation. I tried to remember about the day I was hit by a car. I thought I had died that day." Was that not it!?"
I asked myself.
I tried to recollect the memories about the accident and somehow, the day of the accident feel so fresh in my head and my body. It felt like I was being hit again. " The feeling of getting hit by a car" " the moment that I feel like all the bone in my body breaking and shattering. " " The sound of tire screeching, people screaming. The blood that comes out a lot from my body. The feeling of when I am laying in the pool of my blood.
My hand trembled as I feel the cold air surrounding me. That moment of pain and torture. I was dead !!! I am sure of it. It was so painful!!! it really is !!! I look at my face in the mirror.
" Who are you? " " Why am I still alive?? " I tried to ask the reflection in the mirror even though I knew it was useless. I look at her face " my face .. " this body is not mine... this life...
" where am i... ???" It was scary... I knew that all my life I have been alone but, at least I was in the familiar surrounding... I knew where I stand .. I knew what I am supposed to do... I was born and raised that way but now... " What am I supposed to do...??" " This is not my place.. this is not my home... I don't know anyone here... how am I supposed to go back!!?? " I have never felt this kind of loneliness in my life.
" I'm scared..."
It was hard for me to do this but, I think I will go with the flow. And that is how I find myself eating break first with this new family of mine. "..." Maybe.
I keep eating in silence not remembering what did the old man had told me to do during break first. As I am eating .. I got so lost in thought while staring at the girl who is sitting in front of me. The more I stare at her...
" She is cute," I thought. Her face is kinda chubby." So cute ". Her hair looks fluffy ." Cute ". The way her small hand is picking up her food. Cute. Whenever she stuff the food into her mouth and chewing it just like a hamster. " Oh my gosh!!! She is so cute!!! I want her!!! Ahh.. there is some food stuck on her cheek!! I want to touch her cheek!!! If being cute is a crime!! She will be placed inside the highest top jail with the tightest security of all time!!!
I don't know how long I have been staring at her face. But then, I realized that her hands are trembling. Is she sick?? I feel worried. Should I call her? but, the problem is, I don't know her name.
I want to ask her if she is alright... But I am too nervous.. old man told me that I had done something too her and I need to apologize. The problem is.. I don't know what I did wrong and also her name.. damn it.." what if she hates me??? " I panicked a little... I did not even realize that I'm destroying my food... I use my fork to stab the steak until it becomes minced meat.
I was so lost in thought until...
" Violet.."
" Violet..!! "
" VIOLET!!!!!!"
" Huh!!?? " I got startled by someone's voice. I look at the person who calls me suddenly. It was the brother, I think??. He is glaring at me. When I look around me... it seems like everyone is looking at me... "What is it now..." I sigh as I put my fork down.
" What are you doing?? " He asked me, with a serious expression while holding the little girl trembling hand.
" Excuse me ?," I stare at him in the eyes. "As you can see, I'm having a break first" I answer his question calmly with a tilted head. No point in getting into a fight with this brat is what I thought while trying to hold my jealousy when looking at them holding hands.
" Look what you did to my sister !!! Her hand is trembling so hard!! " The little girl flinch as his brother lift the little girl trembling hand. " Did you not learn your lesson after all the punishment you had received!!??" He asked with gritted teeth.
" I don't know what you are saying.. if you are talking about what I have done to her in the past .. I will admit it was my mistake so, I will apologize. "Still .. I am pretty sure the reason why she is trembling right now is not my fault". I answer while trying to lift some meat on my plate to distract myself from looking at them being so close. " Damn it... I am so jealous " I thought.
"Don't play dumb!! I saw you were just glaring at her !! He releases the little girl's hand and slams the table...
I watch as the table becomes messy after his act of justice. The water spill and I think I heard the table crack. This table looked new and sturdy so how did he do that!!? Maybe it's just my imagination.
While keeping my composure .. I stand up and looking at all of my family faces. The angry brother and the scared little girl than the mother and the father.
I watch how the mother has a sad and guilty expression while the father just glaring at me. Then I watch the little girl face. I feel guilty when I watch her scared face. Her body keeps shaking and she keeps her face down not dare to look at me. One of her hands is holding her brother's sleeve.
My heart hurt just looking at these scenes.
"Hey, Lil sis..!!" I called her. I, not remembering her name .. swallow my pride to call her Lil sis... I hope I don't get caught by these people I thought.
" I am sorry if you feel scared around me. I promise that I won't hurt you again. " I said it!! I finally said it. When I thought about opening my mouth again to say something.. the father interrupts my thought.
" Enough ! ".. his voice is stern. "Violet! Go back to your room ." He told me with angry voice.i of course, follow his command obediently because I don't want to create any more problem.
" Charlotte!! " " you also go to your room," said him with a gentle voice.
"Yes father.," she replied with a small voice but loud enough for me to hear it.
"Hmm is that the little girl's name?" I thought while smirking before I return to my room while fantasizing about her cute voice.
" Kinan!! Please escort Charlotte safely to her room!!" Asked the father to one of his maids.
"Yes your grace... "
And... "Silas...!! Follow me... I want to discuss something with you.." said him while smiling.
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Dumbass dad ( Or maybe not!!???)
I wonder what the future holds for this person. wink wink.
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Yeansmsjayayy!!