I woke up scared, what was I scared of?
I don't remember my dream.
Yesterday's events played over and over in my mind like a dream.
I walk out, bumping into Blade. We both fall on the floor.
"S-sorry!" I shuddered and slammed myself back into my room.
"Wait! Noah!" Shouted Blade, banging on the door.
"Just leave me alone for now," I mumbled.
"Ok." Answered Blade, the banging stopped.
Tears streaming down my face.
"I'm s-sorry," I whispered to myself in the corner.
I hate my past.
Was I the reason my family is broken?
Why did my family throw me away, not my brother?
I'm smarter, but because I'm younger, I'm thrown away like trash?
This isn't fair.
Blade was knocking on my door.
"Um, do you want breakfast?" Said Blade while opening the door.
I looked up.
Blade was about to leave.
"Blade...Please don't leave." I cried in a soft voice.
Blade sat next to me on the floor.
I leaned my head on Blade's shoulder and hugged him.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
"It's ok." Blade said whiling hugging me back.
"I'm going to eat breakfast," I said, walking out the bedroom.
After I ate breakfast I sat on the couch and watched tv.
"Are...you ok now? Like from yesterday?" Worried Blade.
"I'm ok," I replied.
After breakfast, I sat on the couch and watched tv.
"Don't you have work?" I asked.
"No, I got fired the last time I went." Blade explained.
"Then how do you get money to eat and live, and for school, and because-" I didn't get to finish my sentence.
"Don't worry about it." He said coldly.
"I'll go outside for a while," I said. I don't feel comfortable inside.
"Bring the umbrella, it's raining." Said Blade, reading a book.
I left without the umbrella.
I took a bit of cash Blade left me on the counter.
I put on my hood, and walk out.
I sit down on the bridge where Blade and I first met.
What would have happened if Blade didn't save me that day I fell into the water?
What would have happened if Blade and I had never met?
Would I even be here?
I buy some fast food for lunch. I sit down as I eat slowly.
After I was done eating, I got up and started wandering around.
"Hey, idiot." Say's an unknown voice behind my back.
I ignore whoever it is.
"Hey! You! Don't ignore us!" They pushed me and pinned me against a wall.
"w-what do you want?" I muttered, they hit me on the head so hard I was holding back tears.
They dragged me into a back ally.
"Give us all your cash, and you won't get hurt." they threatened.
"W-why should I?" I spat.
"Don't make me repeat." They said.
I turned around and twisted their wrist.
"Ah!" They shouted.
Both of the guys grabbed my arms and restrained me.
"Damn! What did I tell you?!" The first guy yelled.
He started to beat me. My head throbbed at each heartbeat.
My vision became a bit hazy.
They threw me on the ground.
I couldn't move.
I think at least my arm was broken.
Damn! Only if I wasn't so weak!
"if you don't listen to us, this is the result you get." He laughed.
He talks too much. Reminds me of my brother, the person who's life I supposedly ruined.
I close my eyes, and once I reopened them, It was dark. I think I passed out for some time.
"Noah!" Someone shouted. I think it was Blade.
"Noah! Thank god I found you!" Gasped Blade.
"Noah! Oh, no...Blood!" Blade hugged me after calling an ambulance."
"I'm sorry..." he repeated over and over again.
What's he apologizing about?
My vision started to fade out when I started to hear sirens from afar.
"No! Noah! Please...Be ok.." Blade whispered at the last part.
The pain overwhelms me, and the world becomes dark.