Many times later I would say we had met many year later as well as good friend of childhood but the road of both of education were changed. After meeting many year, he was reminded an old memories of childhood. He asked the usual question "what exactly is love" ?

I was astonished for a moment. He was asked the question for getting the same old answer. But some questions have been kept in mind and some questions are hidden at the corner of the corner of the heart ❤️.

But, the answer will come out differently than usual.

As the light shine in the dark room through a small hole of the sunlight and like that she come in my life. As she looked back and talked with me. Boldly, I became numb for some time. And my mind was getting busy to decide it was true or simply dream and heartbeat started to increase. Her entry made the sound of love in the heart of mine. Gradually, there has been a lots of interest in growing up and could not determined that it was exactly love or attraction. After a long period of time, the day come when on the day that the volcano started trying to get out of calm.

Finally, after expressing all the emotions in front of her and she did not delay a moment replied that "NO". But she promised that she would continue the journey of friendship. Now my heart did not have the acceptation of love. Everything only fellowship. Such a fellow in which she will be with me. Everyone look forward to someone who is caring for you in your life. If the fellow or journey is like a friendship then it was good and someone said that 'Relationship should not be for selfishness...' It is the selfless relationship which give joy to the mind at the particular moment. I wanted relation like which should "beyond the relationship and before loveship".