Having said that, Olive keeps her head down and doesn't dare look at Aaron's face. She's too nervous to breathe, her fingers tightly intertwined.
For a girl who's been innocent her whole life, Olive is embarrassed to hear such words, let alone hear the words come from her own mouth.
Aaron is most likely to think she's a debauched and shameless woman.
But she's afraid that if she doesn't speak up now, she would be left with regret. She knows that a man like Aaron would have numerous women around.
She also knows that after the deal, they will go their separate ways and become strangers. She will never have anything to do with him again.
But Olive wants to have her first time with a man she likes. That way, her first time wouldn't be a painful memory when she remembers it.
