"But, you just – " Fei Yin said as he stared at Cheng Sheng whose face is laden with guilt and regret. - wanted to help someone. He continued in his mind.
Cheng Sheng just wanted to help Lei Ling. However, it came out wrong and made both sides suffer. Xie Lan and Fan Wen felt guilty and Ruo She lost his friends, who are also his family, and his home. Meanwhile, Cheng Sheng had been carrying this guilt and hiding his burdens with his smiles and laughter.
"I know." Cheng Sheng said. "Lei-shidi also thanked me after." He said. "'I also understand Cheng-shixiong wanted to help me. I don't hate you. I actually admire you.'" He smiled. "'That's why, Cheng-shixiong, just stay how you are since you're the way you are.' I really don't know how can he utter those sweet words someone like him who lacks self-esteem." He chuckled. Lei Ling didn't know he gave him light and comforted him.
"Shidi…" Fei Yin called.