After he said that he dropped to the floor and cried. I felt heartbroken that he felt that way but there was nothing right now that I could say that would fix the situation. We would all have to work past this and grow from it all. I will need to figure something out for later though but that can wait until after I am fully washed up.
I washed up and felt quite relaxed from the wonderful hot water. As I was about to get out Sebastian sent me a message about me washing up. I replied back and he then gave me instructions on what to do. I set about it and did what was needed as well. I never thought about cleaning myself out in my private area that water could not easily reach. There was a bit of panic in his tone he was using to give me the instructions that told me that him and I needed to talk privately, and I needed to get to the bottom of that panic.
