Chapter 12 - Kaydens back story

When I was little I was the kid that didn't have many friends to play with because I was to shy. My mother was ill but was a very kind soul that I loved so much. My father was tall kind hearted man and every he would smile and tell us that mom was going to be ok even though I know that he didn't believe what he said himself. I here him cry at night and pray that mom would get better for him, and my sister and I. In school it was hard for me to make friends because I was so shy. But in 1st grade a kid named Liam came right up to me and said hi. After that we talked all the time we loved all the same things. Next thing I know is that we are best friends I told him everything. About my mom being ill, about my dad trying to stay strong for me and my sister, and about me who has to take care of my sister because my dad has to work all the time to pay off my moms hospital bills. But he comforted me through all of it he always told me that everything would work out and that it would be fine. Up until 8th grade middle school I thought he was right. I went to visit my mom to see how she was doing. She continuously told me how she loved me and my sister and how she was sorry that she had to leave this way. That night I stayed with my mom just crying in her arms. My mother died a month after that night and I was never the same after that night. I couldn't bare being in the same house because it just reminded me of mom. I told my dad that I wanted to live on my own when I go to high school. He knew why to, but he was ok with it and told me alright you can. I told my sister that I would visit her often and I did she always told me when I went to visit her that she had missed me and wished I would have stayed. I told her that it was just to hard for me to live there she understood. My dad, well he still works to provide for my sister and for me even though I dont live with him anymore. But he always makes sure that he can give my sister food, drop her to school, and pick her up. Even though he is busy he try's to make time for her which is awesome. The sad thing about me is that when I moved for high school I didn't tell Liam that I was leaving or where I was going. Every time I visited my sister I asked her if she had seen him and her answer was always no. It made me sad and I had wished that I would have told him that I was leaving and where I was headed. I went to his house one time to see if he was there but he moved out of it and a new family was living there now. I just wanted to find him, he was always the one who understood me. The night my mother died he came rushing to the hospital I was crying so hard, and he had just pulled me into a strong embrace holding me and never letting go. I wish that I could still be in the embrace, I missed him, a lot. I couldn't stop thinking about him, thinking about all my regrets of not telling him stuff. Up until the first day if my last year of high school I hadn't stopped thinking about him. That was before I met Adam, because of my stupid heart I alone thought of Adam.