Breaking off the engagement...
Gu Yu's grip tightened on the notebook. Sharp pain rushed through his veins into his brain, as if there was a beast trapped in his mind, trying to break through.
He took a few deep breaths and tried his best to calm his mind.
October 28th: Chunchun went to visit Gu Yu at the hospital today. She told me that Gu Yu is in an awful shape that even the doctor was not optimistic about it. Grandpa Gu couldn't take it and fell ill again. If Gu Yu couldn't survive this, Grandpa Gu too might collapse. I can't think of what to do. I couldn't convince Mum and Dad to let me take care of Gu Yu. I have to be by his side, even if he will never wake up. Else, I'll regret it for the rest of my life.