"Do you want to bond with me? Right here, right now, are you ready to take that step?" I stared into his eyes as mine began to well up. I took his hand that was on my face into my hand. I brought it down to my lips and kissed it gently.
Within seconds, Asher's lips were against mine and I was welcoming his tongue to tangle with mine. As he sucked on my tongue, I couldn't hold back the moan that radiated from my chest. When he suddenly stood, I began to ache and yearn for his touch.
Asher rushed to the door, threw it shut and raced to get back to me. I sat up to meet him and immediately my arms wrapped around him. He sat down on the bed and pulled me to him. I spread my legs so I could straddle his lap and kissed him as quickly as I could. His fingers pulled lightly through my hair as his other arm wrapped around my waist.
"You smell even better than usual." He whispered between kisses and breaths. "Can we?"
I shook my head slightly, "once it is all over," I whispered. "I promise." I bit his lip gently, "but we can do this right now." I rushed to unbundle, unbutton, and unzip his pants. I began stroking his entire length as my other arm wrapped around his neck to kiss him deeper. I moved my face from him just slightly to kiss the side of his neck and Asher's hands squeezed my hips. He pulled me closer and I could feel his hot breath grazed my skin.
"How do you get sexyer every damn day?" He growled slightly under his breath, "You're driving me crazy!"
I shivered as his finger tips grazed my sides before he wrapped his arms around me. I grabbed each side of his face and made it so we looked directly into each other's eyes. "I love you, Ash. I've loved you for so, so long." My eyes began to swell with tears, "I'm sorry it took so long for this to happen."
He sighed deeply, "but you love him."
I glanced away before looking back. He needed the full truth, it's the only way. "Yes, I do love him." I began trembling, "but the man I knew and loved wasn't completely real. He showed me what I wanted to see and I fell for it." I choked slightly, "but with you...the love we both have had for each other...it never wavered. It was and is real. There have never been requirements to our love, it is from the heart."
Asher squeezed me slightly in his grip, making my heart jump slightly. "I have loved you since we met. Even after everything, I wanted only you." A depressing smile came to his face, "A few years ago, I came to the decision that the only person who could be at my side is you. If I couldn't have you but you were happy with someone else, I would spend the rest of my life alone."
"Asher..."
He suddenly smirked, "but now that I have you, I will never let you go. I want a family with you and the kids."
I grabbed the back of his neck, yanked him towards me, and kissed him deeply and roughly. Asher's fingers pinched my nipples and made me moan without our mouths separating.
He fell backwards on the bed before rolling us so that he was above me. He sat up on his knees and pulled his shirt off over his head. I felt my entire body rattle as he kneeled above me naked.
"Take your pants off," he requested. I snickered as I quickly did so. Asher lowered himself slightly and began stroking our members at the same time.
"Oh god!" I cried out as my hands grabbed at the bed sheets.
Asher removed his hand from our members before moving back slightly on the bed. He pulled my legs to either side and began lightly touching the edge of my hole. His fingers slowly went inside and came back out. He suddenly rammed his fingers inside and I came.
"Please," I begged, "put it in. I want to feel you."
Without hesitation, Asher shoved his member into me and I cried out in euphoria. He grabbed my shoulders and began moving in and out of me. "Yes, oh my God, yes! Don't stop!"
"Come for me," he whispered and I quickly did as he came inside me.
Asher suddenly stopped moving and I sat up on my elbows. I was startled when he flipped me over and slapped us against each other. He wrapped his hands around my hips again and moved deeper inside og me with every thrust. "Make me yours!" I begged and he quickly came inside me again.
I felt Asher's fingers trace my mark on the back of my neck and I shivered. "When everything is over, would you let me bite you?" He chuckled slightly, "that is, if you want me to."
I moved so that we separated and kneeled on my knees to meet at his height. I kissed him, "I want to be all yours and for you to be all mine." He laughed loudly before embracing me in a tight hug.
"Would you consider marrying me also?"
I froze as I felt my heart fluttered at the thought. Am I ready to possibly marry Asher so soon?