I was born to a beautiful mother and no father, yet I was the ugliest person in town, short, overweight, and covered in flaws. My mother dies when I was three years old in a horrible carwreck under strange circumstances. I went to go live with my rich father and his other daughter who is two months younger than me, yet my exact opposite. Beautiful and attractive everyone naturally loved her, she is cruel and mean...yet not at all book smart in any way. Rebecca is the worst sister in history! My father treated me even worse than Rebecca did, he doesn't love me and in many ways I don't think he ever did. He pushes me around and beats me up anytime he gets, if that isn't bad he makes me sleep in the rusty dark attic with an infested mattress and rough thin sheets. He hardly feeds me in hopes that I'll somehow get skinnier. I never do...
Of course my life isn't completely horrible, my aunt Fiona, she is everything to me, just as beautiful as my mother was, but sometimes I think she is kinder maybe because, as selfish as it is, my mother died and left me completely alone in this world. I hate her for it, leaving me like that, even though it really wasn't her fault. What can I say, after years upon years of being completely hated...I suppose I need someone to blame it on. Fiona is the only person that has ever cared about me. She was always there, always knew what to say to make me feel better.
With every situation comes positives and negatives, a huge positive with constantly being abused physically and mentally I have a pretty strong skin and mind. Hardly anything gets to me now but that doesn't mean I don't have any weaknesses...I think I would just about anything for animals. Especially the wolf pack that practically lives in my father's backyard. Sometimes when I'm resting with the wild creatures I feel a part of their pack and sometimes I like to believe they think the same of me. The pack is 5 wolves, the Alpha I named Astro, his mate I named Luna, and they have three pups that are going to turn 3 years old soon... Allen the dark grizzled grey big boy, his younger sister Babe she is beautiful red mixed with white and brown, she is so beautiful...Then there's Noah the baby runt, he and I have a really strong bond, he is purely white and is just about the most clumsy wild animal anyone could ever meet. But the wolves aren't the only wild animals that seem to like me...I have this weird thing with mountain lions that maybe I shouldn't have. But they seem to like having me around...Jackie more than most, she is really jealous at times but is the biggest snugbug ever! Despite being a mountain lion.
On terms of school, when is comes to grades and intelligence I am valedictorian and number 1, but when it comes to popularity I am at the bottom of the barrel and everyone hates me without even in knowing me. And if that isn't bad enough I am a Lesbian, but it's only bad because my school has really hot and popular lesbians buuuuuuuut....They all hate my sorry ass. Just my luck Rebecca is Bi but she sleeps with everyone she can if it is beneficial for her. She takes after her mother who subdued my father and left her after getting millions in a divorce settlement. Yet, dad loves her 100000000000000 times more than me. Teachers are literally the only ones that like me...maybe it's because I get good grades and never get into trouble, maybe it's because they feel bad for me, or maybe it's just the fact that I look like I could never get into trouble.
I love everything that involves imagination and creativity...Anything depressing or real just makes me wanna gag. The ONE thing I had ever wished for was to NOT be myself, Frizzy brownish orange hair that never was ever tamed, my horrid mixed brownish blue eyes (mostly brown), my rough freckled pale skin, my shortness, and my fat...ness. Maybe that was the mistake,...because out of the 8 billion people in the world, my wish was taken too seriously and waaaaay too literally. After my 17th birthday...I woke up and I wasn't me. I am not me anymore, I'm tall and beautiful, flawless....but on the inside I was still...my mind? that seemed to be the only thing that didn't change.
When I woke up my aunt was waiting for me with the most mind boggling news and secret anyone could ever receive or keep. The first day of school in my new body...I instantly became popular but there was one girl that never caught my attention until then. Hot. Sexy. yet kind and so, so alone. She is beautiful and everything I love, and the best about her...She hates my perfect body. But I refuse to give up on her, for once I will get a girlfriend and I will have a perfect life.