So it was the year of my last year in middle school of started noticing a change in my self I was sad all the time filling hated and the bullying began again but not only by other students my teachers began to treat me different then the other kids well I started Just saying I was sick everyday so I could just go home I hated my life soo much I just layed in my bed every day just telling people I was sick soo I didn't have to go to that for sacken hell hole they called school thinking that it was new year I would be accepted. But it was far from that then I thoughts of ending my own life at the age of 16 I was done with life I was done with it all I could do it anymore or was past done then one morning I finally go to class sit in my set I was drawing the teacher was calling names then got to mine answering her I'm here she then says are coming to after school for practice. I didn't answer cause I didn't hear her then as I answers finally she made the most emotional comment in front of everyone oh now u going to go cuz we going to have food everyone looking at me and laughing I felt so much hate in my heart the anger the sadness I got out my set and ran to the bathroom crying my eyes out hitting my self pulling my hair as I couldnt figure out why meeting screming I stayed k. The bath room so I could hide from everyone calling my mom to come get me on was done with it all they could all die for all I cared my heart was becoming something more so was my mind set so we move along we get into seeing how things were at home