That day ... if I don't meet you, I will keep running away from this cruel life. I would never have thought to deal with it.
Because I can't speak, everyone looks down on me. Because I'm mute, they think of me as a disgrace of an alpha. Because I can't say what I'm thinking, they dumped me.
I left my parent's house. No one stopped me. No one worried about me. I mean nothing to them. Instead, they are blatantly satisfied that their burden is gone.
They have hurt me and I can't faced it. That's why I run away from them. I'm trying to live a new life. But, the life I live is all lies. I don't know what to do or what I want to do. I don't want to die, but I don't have any desire.
And that day, I met you.
It's easy for you to know how I feel. It's so easy for you to know how pathetic I am. However, you don't look down on me. You cheers me up with your words.
How can you be that good to me? Even though your life is much more hard than me, you still comforted me. It's makes me think that you're everything to me.
As time went, you can easily realize all the things I've been hiding all this time. Even though I'm so pathetic, you stay by my side. That's why I decided not to run away anymore. I will do all the best for you, to be able together with you.
All they words have bothered me, It's still bother the same until now. However, this time I can deal with it. I'm not running away. Because I know that you will always support me. That's enough.
All my worries, all my pessimism just floats away like a snow.