I heart was palpitating...I started to have arrhythmic heartbeats....Being so close to her, ' This is what been drugged with anesthetic drug feels like?' the thoughts ran through my head... While I knew it was all gibberish thoughts, I couldn't help it... I was starting to feel fainty....
Michelle ' Shhs... me' by putting her index finger against my lips as she looked out for those two love birds.
Her fingers were so soft that I was so tempted to taste how it was like... My stomach felt like thousands of butterflies was trying to fly out from me.... My body was starting to betray me gradually....
"Lets go, and enjoy little bit of karaoke, before the starting of exam. "
" Ok, it will reduce my exam stress" the cute girl replied followed with giggles.
Slowly the two person's footsteps faded away.. "They are really an item, don't you think?" Michelle added with a mischievous smile.
"Oh, ye... ah.. " Ahem! I tried to clear my throat.
I don't understand why, I feel like an idiot all the time next to her. I prayed that she didn't notice the slight trembling in my voice.
" So, are you done? " Michelle asked.
" Huh-ah.... yes, ... no! , no! , I still have to note down a thing or two. " I stammered. My brain was not yet fully recovered after the disturbance in the blood supply due to the short arrhythmia, I had just experienced.
" Cool, I can wait for you. By the way, name is Michelle. we met in the candy land. " she extended her hand with a sparkling smile, that any toothpaste company would die for to recruit her. I accepted her soft hand and said " Myself, Ashley. Please dont wait for me, I may take some time"
In my mind, I was like, I already know your name. But, outside I pretend to be cool,with my stammering and hoarse voice, which any person can easily notice if they were attentive.
" I too have some things to be done yet. " Michelle added.
" Oh, ok then. See you later. " I said,then took my Metabolic pathway book which was already in my hand and walk across the tables to sit. I did not even bother to double check the book properly.
I was proud of myself this time. I did not stumble as I walked, just as I was gloating... I remembered,
" Ah..... .. " I bite the back of my right hand, to stop myself from screaming in shame. Michelle was there witnessing me, with my perverted action!!!! I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.
" Mind if we share the table?" A sweet voice ask.
I was in so much of shame, that I was annoyed at the person,for interfering. Cant they just sit elsewhere? There were many empty spots all around.!!
I looked up with irritation written all over my face.
" I wont disturb you, I will be as quite as I can. You see, I dont want to carry this big book all the way to another table." She said.
If in reality anyone's jaw can drop and touch the floor, it would be me.
There, Michelle was standing with a big book, and with the cutest smile.
Just when I thought I have revive myself from shame, I have shown my ugly side yet again!!Why always me!!!!!