finally I got into college today, is my first day will be awesome!?
I'm so much excited about college and my imaginations, is really I got into relationship!
what I need!?
may be or may not!?
any way I'm nerissa this is my self introduce to my class mates,
suddenly my eye sight stuck into one person his sooo cute....🥰
awwww.....
I can't believe this I got crush🥳😘
his eyes have some sparkle with chubby cheeks,
and...
his soft hair that falls on his brighten forehead,
small shiny nose,
pinkish lips that shows like sweet honey pours in it...
I just want to taste the thunder in it..
hehe weird thoughts I think,
aweeee.....
omg ...
omg....
what a good looking mustache n beard really I just wanna kiss him!!😘
right now I can't able to stop my imaginations,
seriously his body awesome!!
I can't able to roll my eyes on him!
actually I dont like boys with too much body with muscles I feel like they are boyfriend r body guard!
hehe it's some wt awkward for myself!
but his have some what good body that we can feel it's not less r not much,
I mean I can feel it. not we bcz I'm jst possessive person so I just can't share him with anyone!!😜
omg! what a hieght,!
really his have all qualities which I like in boy!
wait....
....
it's my intro in my cls... I dont know either his have same feelings on me or not!
than!!
how can I proceed further?
anyway this is awesome feeling, I felt like I'm flying in air..
aweeee...
really! I'm blushing see my cheeks how its going like..
haha really l liked this feeling, either he have on me or not also I'm very much happy with this crush feeling!
I don't know why I'm smiling this much....
this much happy....
is really I have this much intreste in him!?
silence...! in mind!
....
...
anyway what ever it is I'll go through this flow!
that's it!
i strongly believe in myself!
not in career,only in this type of cases only😝
haha
just kidding!
but I strongly believe one thing
that whatever belong to us damn sure it'll come to us wen we dont chase also!,
whatever doesn't belongs to us how much we chase's also dont last longer!..
I should give break to my imagination now,
because there are remaining ppl in cls whom want give intro!
finally his came to give his intro..
wow his just awesome like a precious stone his been in front of me!
finally I heard his voice...
like a song playing on guitar strings!!!
my heart beat rising....!
awwweeee...
HIS NAME IS SHAWNTE(place of stones)
really soo cute name... name matches to his personality too.!
is he finds myself that I'm starting at him like a crazy girl!
than why he is looking at me like that,
is I'm bad looking, is anything wrong in myself r my dressing, let me check once
I'm perfectly ok but why he is looking like that,!
eyyyyy.... I can't able to stop thinking and being like this!
thank god! its break time!
now intro completed!
I can sit happily again!
hii!!!
a voice came Besides me..
suddenly my heart beat racing faster..
what happened!
omg... he... he...
he saying hii...!?
he came to me!?
I'm just staring at him,
my cheeks... my eyes...
oh noo!... he definitely finds it by seeing my face my stupid things... that I have crush on him!
by taking deep breath finally I replied..
yaaaa hello..!
shawnte: why you sitting alone , is anything wrong!.
me: what should I answer now!..
no no nothing like that
I... I...
I.....it'll take some time to mingle with ppl for me!
shawnte: oh really!
it means you are also like myself! ryt!
but I dont know y ,I felt like I knw u before!.
me: before?!
shawnte: yup!
ok let me introduce myself I'm I'm shawnte!
me: already u gave intro so there no need to mention ur name again ryt!
(inner me I shouldn't show my emotions towards him)
shawnte: ok ok!
so ,than lets be as friends what do you say!?
me : what?!
( inner me wow by himself his asking me
I'm flying in air I can't able to Express my feelings)
this much faster! how frndshp will come?
shawnte: I too don't know either!
but I feel Iike i want to be start frndshp with u so let's be as friends.
me: hmm ok..
shawnte: so can I sit here?
me: is you asking for my permission?!
(inner me WHAT THE! is it true r wt really his askng my permission to sit behind me?
oh damn wt the?! is he really aksng me by himself?!)
shawnte: no not exactly!
but yes!
I'm asking for ur permission bcz I do respect ur opinion, I dnt want to do any things that are against your wish,bcz I'm aftrall ur strtup frndshp frnd.
me: ...
inner me is his showing flirting nature now?!
but why?!
why now?!.
shawnte: hello miss nerissa...
my..... my frnd....
what!
why no response!
me : nothing!
if you want you can sit! this place not belongs to me, so wer u want you can sit there,
no need to ask my permission, no need to use flirting words!
inner me: is im rude to him!?
shawnte: ok ok!
thank you for your permission, ok come sit n talk than!?
me : ... blank mind
calmly sits besides him...
inner me aweee I never expected this...
that this much fast...
really it's too good feeling I can't able to stop blushing,,,
oh my cheeks blushes too much I can feel sweet pain too...
wait what if this happens this much faster than we leave faster in return...
what the heck..
oh my god!
what I'm thinking!? why I'm thinking like this ?!
may be I'm fear to lose him !
fear to lose this feeling!
anyway everything will be good nerissa please calm down think about this moment!
be practical!
dont be as dump!
shawnte: hello nerissa!?
what are you thinking about always?!
let me guess u r a self thinker ryt
u thinks more and speaks less,am I correct now you r thinking that why I choose to be frnd with u this much faster,
me: jst seeing him without giving him a any expression!
shawnte: actually u replaces me!
I'm also the type of person which you are!
Frankly I like you so much when I saw you!
and when you giving intro of yours! I'm jst mad about you!
I dont knw this crazy feeling called!
but I like it while seeing your face and listening to your voice..