I tried to think of the right word to describe last night. The rush and the desire I had felt when we had connected skin to skin. I had never been that close with anyone before. It was a whole new feeling and...it had scared me for a minute.
It had frightened me because I liked it. I loved your gentle touch, your careful and uncertain move. I was sure that you had done this before. I could tell from just a glance when we first met each other. Your playfulness and the danger that was hidden in your eyes when you had looked at me showed me what insanity you could bestow.
I bet countless girls had laid in your arms already. But I wondered, if any of them had encountered the same awkward tension as I did. I wondered if you had treated them the same way. Were you that gentle and careful when you were with them as you had been with me?
