Li Fei didn't seem quite herself after hearing the man's words. She became absentminded and no longer was in the mood to pay attention to the sightseeing. Her eyes might be looking around but, what lied in her gaze was pure blank.
Her mind circled around the past as she recounted how she had treated Jin Longwen. And to her fear, there was not a time when she had been truly considerate towards him.
From using him to forget her pain to leading him on, giving him a fake hope just because she didn't want him to go. At first, she had thought that it was okay because he loved her too. They both benefited from being together.
But, now that she thought about it, how shameless she had been! What a b*tch! She felt like smacking herself for being an utter jerk!
