Thought can be terrifying.
It could motivate you to build your empire or burn it into ashes in one night. It could convince you to open up to somebody new or burn every bridge you had to stay away from someone. It makes Xia Sha believe that Guan Xian will never leave her like the other does the other day and make her anxious about the same problem today.
Xia Sha had always known that Guan Xian would either be her greatest love or biggest heartbreak.
The past heartbreak was hellish, but it's pale in comparison to the crazy thought she had in her mind right now. Xia Sha felt a big hand is squeezing out her heart as she watches Guan Xian breathe evenly.
