Rose Land

In my dreams, I am in a land, full of roses. Every dream. I don't even know why? When I wake up, I feel dizzy, like I am feeling sick or something, every morning. It started when I was six, I am thirteen now, so about seven years. I mean, the land is beautiful, but I will like to dream of something else. But every time I try, I doesn't work. I am starting to hate the fact that I can't dream what I want to dream. My mom, dad, and sister can dream what they want to dream, but not me. It's like I have some kind of power. And if I do, I want the power gone. Sometimes, I read a book and try to dream off of that book, I mean, when my sister started to get bad dreams It worked just fine for her, but not for me. I ask myself if anyone else has this problem, but I doubt it. I hate this so much. When I was younger, like younger than six, I had normal dreams, like good and bad, but now, it may seem good, but it is bad to me. For the longest time while having these dreams, I have been literally going to strangers and asking them if they have this problem. But they are normal. Same typical answer, no. I hate that word no. For many reasons, and asking strangers that question and they reply with a no is one of them. Another is when I try to go to my friends or get something at a store. I mean I like the flower rose, but not when you have it as a dream for about seven years. I told my parents about this, but they didn't believe. The only way I can make them believe me is if they were in my body. Anyways it is getting pretty late, time to have another rose land dream, goodnight.