I was sucking on Kolya's cock as it was the third time we were making love. I don't know if this was the best course of action but if I wanted to be out of the VOID I have to do it even when Kolya will never remember this later when I was gone.
I was sucking on his tip as I was gripping the base. He grunted, gripping my hair as I was bobbing up and down on it. He was locking his eyes on me before pleasure was shown on his face.
"Oh yes, darling. Just like that, just like that," he moaned before I was gripping his balls, playing with it so that he would be triggered. Then, I sensed that he was near as he was moaning my name at the tip of his tongue.
"Alvina,"
I sucked on the nutrient that he gave me. I was happy that I was replenishing my energy with it and it was potent enough that I loved every second of it. I released his cock, licking his cum before I went to kiss him.
Kolya gripped my nape before he entered me swiftly as I was moaning into his mouth. He moved in and out slowly as if he was trying to convey his feelings for me. And I got every second of it from it was not lust, desire nor hunger now.
It was love and I was choked on it.
I was kissing him fervently before we both came as explosive as it was the first time. Then, I laid on his shoulder, nuzzling his smoky fire scent as I wanted to remember it.
'I will miss you, my love' I thought before Kolya kissed my forehead and we both went to sleep, only to find that I will be gone and he will be heartbroken.
*****
I got dressed in the gown that he bought for me. Kolya was still out, exhausted for I have taken a lot of his essence inside me. He will be out cold for much longer than usual. I was looking at his handsome face as he was breathing normally. I kissed his lips for the last time.
"I will forever remember you, my love," I said before I was moving out of the room as I was shifting through the shadows. I went to the ground before I was pulling the cloak over my head as I was looking at the busy street. No one recognized me and I made my way to the Forbidden Land.
The reason why I cannot answer Kolya's question about my age was that a succubus never aged. They got out sometimes to play in the mortal realm but they have to go back to the Dark Realm. There was no other way around it.
But there was a theory that a succubus can stay in the mortal realm if there was someone that loved her. But I know that chance was thin for succubus was an object of sexual desire, not a lovely partner.
I was pulling on my skirt as I was walking in the direction that I know will get me to the ruins faster than anything else. I was looking at the night sky and the forest that seemed to imbed in my brain as I was coming into this dimension.
Everything has changed since the last time I was here.
I was looking at the ruins from the far side of the forest before a twig snapped. I turned to look around before I was looking at the people that were staring back at me as if I was their meal.
"Well, well, well, look what we have here boys. A damsel a dress and she has come to let us have fun," the leader of the bandits said before I was trying to escape. There was no way around it before I was looking at them all. Something told me that I should let my darkness control me. before I can do anything, Kolya came out of nowhere, stepped in front of me, and was staring at the bandits.
"You touch her, I will kill you with my bare hands," he said before the leader was laughing out loud. The others followed.
"You and what army?" he asked Kolya before I was gripping him.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him before he was glancing over his shoulder.
"Trying to save you from making the biggest mistake in your life," he hissed before the bandits were coming at us. Kolya moved gracefully as he took them over. I never saw anything like it as he killed the bandits with his bare hands. Then, I saw something glistening in the moonlight.
Knives. He was using knives to fend the bandits off me.
I was looking around, distracted to know that they were coming in close from behind. They gripped my arms and I screamed. Kolya distracted by my scream before the leader was striking him down on the head. He staggered to the ground and the last thing I saw was his blood dripping from his nape.
"Bloody gentry, trying to show off that he was better than us," he said before he spits at Nikolai. I did not know what happened but the next thing I know, everything was black and white and the last thing I was looking at was the face of the leader that was shocked to see me.
*****
Something was moving underneath my skin. I know what it was. It was my dark and I let it flow through me, showing my true fangs. I locked my eyes with the leader before I sensed that the men that were holding me were running scared.
I grew my wings from behind and my claws were elongated. My eyes were shining and I sensed that my horns were coming out as well. It was a scary sight but nonetheless made the bandits trembled.
"You have attacked my companion. Now, you will pay for all that you have done," I said in a scary voice before I was pulling at them. I was slashing my claws before I was biting their necks. I was roaring with maniacal laughter as I was gripping the leader in my claws. I smirked at him as I was showing my fangs, pearly white in the dark.
"And you, sir, will be my meal," I said before I was punching my fangs into his neck and sucked him dry. I tossed his limp body aside before I saw the gruesome sight in front of me. something shifted and it was Nikolai. He was looking at me with the shock in his eyes before it softened as he was looking at me.
"Alvina, I—"
I did not wait for him to finish his sentence. He has seen the worst part of me and I know that he would never let me be with him.
Even being a mistress was not enough. I wanted him for myself. But he was a lord, a peer of this realm and I was a monster that was hiding underneath a beautiful young woman. The ruins were shining and the portals were coming to life. I was about to walk through before Kolya was holding to me. I turned to look at him.
"Don't do this. This is not who you are," he said as I turned back into my physical form. I was naked and he was breathing hard.
"That's who I am, Kolya. I am not a damsel in distress that you can save. Because I am the monster that you need to run away from," I whispered before he shook his head.
"No, you might be a monster but I know there was something good in you, my love," Kolya said before he pulled me in and kissed me. I was holding to his nape but I staggered and I pulled him into the Dark Realm.
Now that was the biggest mistake I ever done.
*****
No, no, no! it cannot be! Why do I have to be so stupid?!
I was lurking in the shadows as I saw that Nikolai was floating in the Dark Realm. His eyes were closed and when I was about to touch him, I zapped away.
'You cannot touch him for he belonged to me now,' the darkness told me before I was looking around, trying to figure out what to do to get him out of here.
'You're wrong. He loves me, he did not belong to you for his heart was mine,' I shouted as I was trying to locate the source of this darkness, the VOID. It chuckled before I was coming to look at Nikolai who was standing in front of me.
'Then, prove it. Prove that he knows what you are,' it said before Nikolai was gasping and he was looking at me. I was not in my physical form but only shadows that lurked in the VOID.
"Alvina? Alvina! Where are you?" he shouted when I was trying to tell him that I was here, in front of him. I was brushing his face with my smoke but he did not hear me.
'My love. I'm here. Look at me!' I said but Kolya seemed frantic for he did not see me when I was in my true form. The VOID smirked at me.
'See, he did not see you at all and now, he belonged to the Dark Realm. He belonged to me,' the VOID said before I was burning something inside me. I know that no one would ever do this before but I have to try.
I have to if I wanted to see him alive, my love. My Nikolai.
Suddenly, I was in the physical form in front of him.
"Alvina?" he asked me before I was nodding at him. then, he was touching me and the torch flared to life.
'No!, it cannot be!' the VOID spoke before I was smirking. Now that I did something that nobody ever did, it was under attack by my abomination.
"Kiss me, Kolya," I said before I pulled his nape and kissed him. He wrapped his hands around me and the kiss flared to life, leaving the light awaked in the VOID.
'No!' it shouted before everything was gone. The darkness was gone and we were standing inside the pentagram of the ruins. I was looking at Kolya and he was smiling.
"Well, I think I can conclude that the Dark Realm was not something to be messing around with. I think it would be best if this will remain hidden forever," Kolya said before he tossed his father's journal and looked at me. I smiled at him.
"Yeah, I think I like that as well," I said before I pulled him again and kissed him like there was no tomorrow.