Chapter 7: Thoughts
Torin
I lie in my bed the next night thinking about her. She was so beautiful and brave. That was the first time that I envied my brother. I close my eyes, remembering her beautiful lips wrapped around my cock. This was the first time that we've had a session, and I didn't cut myself. I want to see her again. It's almost a compulsion. It scares me that this might be more than fucking. My brother says she was the best he ever had.
The question is, would she run scared after she sees me. I don't know if I can bear it if she did. Her golden hair was so soft and her eyes so sweet. I nearly swallowed my tongue when she stripped down. My penis stiffens at the memory of her moans as my brother slammed into her body. I wanted to be the one inside her. Zane says that I'm just scared, but he doesn't understand how difficult it is to feel this way every day.