Staring upon the horizon as it flows with countless magnificent hues of every color beneath the sky rainbow light seeming to wash away the night as a circle of glorious dark emerald rises above the land I find myself wondering...
Why?
Why did he allow me to kill him? Why throw his body upon the blade? Why not save his wife? Why simply embrace her?
Why...
Tears streaming endlessly down my face yet the torture of the moment is my hands are too stained with the blood of everyone I knew or loved to wiped the tears away and...
Looking to the giant hand that had gone still in mine but a few hours ago I still feel the gentle touch of his hands on my face.
He died smiling.
He died telling me it wasn't my fault.
He died knowing I was just being used by a man who didn't give a shit about me.
He died.
Looking to the figure that refuses to rises upon the ground I find myself trembling as a flood of intense emotions washes over me.
I want to hate.
I want to kill.
I want to be mad!!!
But why!?!
Why am I just sad?
This pathetic thing that stole my heart and used me.
Was never anything more then the victim of his own birth. The final survivor of my father's execution simply because he was a child. My father wasn't the villian no... He was kind and loving he just could accept a betrayal. His parents weren't the villian... No they were just selfish and greedy and wanted freedom despite the fact they always had it and never even knew. My mother who I sought to kill most definitely wasn't the villian she might have been the mighty queen of existence that ruled all but she was also just a deeply flawed being. Someone who loved everyone and everything.
She loved the being born around her the critters in the grass the worms in the mud the fish in the sea the birds on the sky the pests in the corner slowly destroying her home and she even loved the mosquitos who sought to steal her blood.
Seeing the love in her eyes as I stabbed her in the heart hurt more then anything else.
Walking to the corpse of the two beings who built a humble home of their own bodies in the void. A place for their family to rest... The architect of creation and it's queen. Not some all mighty gods. Not a ruler without equal. Not some cold hearted or cruel. Just a pair of beings who sought to settle from the storms of life and built something of their own.
Stretching my bloody hands out I lift the blade from the two bodies that still bare a touching warmth upon their faces in one anothers embrace showing infinite love for me even with my betrayal so much love that they waited and watched knowing all the while what would occur and why.
Watching the blade part from the hearts of the beings that brought me into this world the streaming tears upon my face seems to become twice as heavy even as their bodies disappate into sparks and a dark emerald hue leaves my father's body and rushes forth to craft a crystalline throne from it's very being I find the sun in the sky is slowly loosing it's color. The rainbow slowly fades and a gentle warmth spreads out from the world. Slowly the eternal embrace of life fades and a fiery ball of fire replaces it.
No longer a magical scene of a fairy tale but a simple scene. Yet that simple scene is awe inspiring not because of it's magnificence but because of how mundane it is.
This world has never known a mundane sky. Never known a world without magic, without wonder.
So a normal sky... Is one of untold fantasy.
Approaching the figure in the corner with the blade dripping with dark azule and emerald fluid I stare at the blade then turn to the person who I once loved. Then the man I loved even more.
Even as the tears stream from my eyes a blood of light torquise shining like a gem I feel the muscles in my face twitch and begin to hurt as I do something unthinkable...
Kicking the man who stole my heart and used me to kill my own parents I bring the blade to my own chest.
Cutting out that oh so traitorous heart I can't stop crying or the massive smile upon my lips even as the man flies for countless miles because of my kick having long since disappeared from my family home.
I look down upon my slowly fading limbs of crystalline flakes of cyan sparks breaking off.
Don't think you can leave me behind just because I threw you aside! Don't think you can escape just because I opened the door! Because if you think for even a moment you can escape my love you are not my true family!
I'm coming dad.
You oh so loving saint of a woman who never bothered to love anyone more then anyone else who couldn't even put her family above the bacteria that grew on her body... You better watch out cause I'm coming and I know what I want! I want to steal the thing you hold most dear!
Watch your back mom for the competition starts here!