Puke . . . , the little girl puked her guts, only now her eyes got cleared her head becoming less dizzy, the food was undigested fresh rice could be seen, whatever xi had eaten but nothing went to her body as everything came out undigested and fresh, but only now the little girl's body relaxed.
Meanwhile, Ziyi froze for a moment in her shock, not expecting her little daughter to puke,
What, so now this little slut could not even eat properly a manly voice came from the man on the master's seat, yeah it was little xi's father who remained silent for this whole time finally spoke a vulgar language about a baby girl, like which father would say these words to his own daughter, but this man does, thankfully the little girl didn't understand the meaning of that word at that time due to her tender age, but in future even though xi came to knew it's meaning, that it was such a vulgar word one should not use on anyone much less to their own daughter, she doesn't care because she was used to it, not only this word but also many other gross words which should have not come from a father's mouth towards his daughter, but at the starting soon after getting to know the meaning of these words it was a terrible shock, she would cry her heart out alone in a dark room and her head would get dizzy in between her cryings as her stress hormones would kick up to it's peak and she would slump into the bed falling asleep depressed, at that time what made her cry more than the words of her father is her mother's silence towards her father,because
'' Even though words are swords;
Not every time words hurt,
Sometimes silence hurt even more. ''
the same thing happened with xi, she would ask every god as to why her mother kept shut, the only answer given by her companion that is darkness in the room while she was crying was, because your mother would rather see you get hurt by gross words but would never hurt your father, by a slight questioning like why would you use such words to our child, because your mother loves, your father mother than she loves you or even I am not sure whether she loves you or not said the darkness to the young xi, which would make her even more depressed, soon after she learned to forget as she could not bring herself to forgive her parents, and soon her feelings and hurt became numb just like you will only know that that stabbing hurts when you are alive but when you became dead, you know nothing just like that xi became dead from inside, still she could give a wonderfully fantabulous smile making the other people think that she's happy, when hear some people saying that they are jealous of her happy life, she would smile outside but inside she would mock herself and would think that she definitly desevers an oscar for her amazing performance .
Ziyi came out of shock, as she placed her plate on the dining table and ran towards xi . . .
Why did you puke, you could have told that you cannot eat, if I had known that you will puke beforehand I would have not wasted my time by feeding you, said Ju Ziyi,
As little xi was still sick and so she didn't say a word,
you vomited because you drank too much water, I told you not to drink too much water said Ziyi,
if these words were said to the present xi she would have asked, And whose mistake is that? who asked you to give me food when I said you, I can't eat and as for the water, what do you expect me to do when the food is this spicy if you want to please your husband go ahead as they say the way to a man's heart is through his stomach, but it didn't happen till this as he was going behind that mercy and all other maids in the house even after you cooking tasty food for him, anyways that is your wish to cook tasty food for your cheating husband, I could say nothing about it, but why make me a scapegoat by feeding that spicy food which you cooked according to his taste and made me eat that, you should have thanked me that I ate it, but your asking me why I puked, didn't I say, I Will, if you feed me one more spoon have you gone deaf at that moment, seriously I have to appreciate you, woman for blaming me like this, damn who gave you the guts to blame me, would have been xi's reply but at that time she was innocent, timid easyly manipulated so she didn't know to say these words, like in this situation .
I knew it would happen when you said you would puke because you were thinking about puke so you puked said Ziyi incoherently and contradicting to her previous sentence of, if I had known you would puke I would have not fed you, in between the man on the other side, that is little xi's father was using more vulgar words, like f***!27&*$#3@6^90)(<..,>;'' etc ... on the little girl and his wife, but Ziyi didn't argue with the man, but little xi still felt sorry for her mother, because she thought her mother was getting scoldings from her father because of her, she wished in her heart that her father can scold her how much ever he wants but to keep her mother away from her father's scolding as she felt terribly guilty and very sorry to see her mother getting scolded not knowing that her father is already scolding her in all sorts of bad words even now when the grown xi thinking about her feeling in the past and her prayers to get more scolding, will scoff at herself and would mock herself heavily in her heart without knowing that those words still made her heart bleed at one corner without herself realizing it .
Go wash up, said Ziyi to the little girl.
And after washing up the girl went to her room,
Sat on her bed guiltily because she made her mother wash the floor because all the servants had already gone to the servant quarters, and she slumped her tired body on her bed guiltily soon falling asleep.
CONTINUATION OF FLASHBACK IN BINGBING'S MEMORY. . . .. . .. .. . .. . . . . . . . ..
Three months after Yang xi's encounter with the weird senior in the class . . . . .
Xi, the holidays are over, so is my uncle's birthday and he went back to foreign, so I am fully free and now I am all your's said bing to the little xi, to which little xi gave her a sweet smile in return.
Both the girls were sitting on one of many benches in the GENIUS INSTITUTION'S PARK as little xi love the fresh breeze that is in the park. their bench was on the corner connecting the GENIUS SCHOOL AND GENIUS UNIVERSITY as the park was situated in the position of connecting both the institution, usually not many people will be standing or be in the park at this time, but today is different because everyone one came after their holidays, as it was compulsory to come to the class on the first day after the holidays but the students felt lazy to go to the class after a long holiday, after giving their attendance students were chilling in the park.
As for xi and bing, they completed their class and are chilling as there are no evening classes today because the teachers had to look after a long list of new admissions and had to make arrangements and all that, but the cancellation of evening classes was only informed later so no students were prepared to go home as the institution was far away in a hilly region of the beautiful Chongqing city, the world's largest cosmopolitan city, and one had to pre-prepare the vehicles, it was also a reason for the park being crowdy.
So how were your holidays, xiao xi asked bing with a smile on her doll-like beautiful face,
Good, said xi with a smile, even though she didn't go anywhere outside her house like all other holidays as her mother would say since they are a family of three they have to go together but since her father is busy they can't go this time, it is the same explanation every year, so now xi got used to it and didn't care much.
How was your holiday, what and all you did during holidays asked xi in return,
Mine was awesome xiao xi, said bing as she continued,
I and my parents went to Switzerland, you know the place looked like a place in the fairy tale, I don't even want to come from there but due to my father's work we have to come within one and a half month sighed bing, making a sad face,
But soon she became rejoiced as started explaining about the beautiful village, great Alps mountain, cosmopolitan cities, towering castles, those heaps of lake and landscapes, to her best friend, as she was describing a shadow fell on them and bing smiled and stood up followed by xi,
Xiao xi this is my boyfriend Mu yan said bing happily as introduced her boyfriend to her best friend,
The boy smiled handsomely at xi while the evening's setting sunrise fell on him making him more handsome than he already was.