The Mysteries of The World

Hello! My names Abcde, it's a weird name I know, it's pronounced ab-se-di, if that makes any sense at all. This story is short because it's the story of my life and how it all ended at the age of 30. This story is.. strange. I don't think many people miss me since I did do some unforgivable things but they all had a good reason. Sadly. Well at least I think people don't miss me. I dealt with depression and anxiety and a fear of losing people. However I always acted like I was okay so that I didn't have to make the people around me stressed out or feel bad about me, because as long as everyone else was happy and okay then I was able to deal with my feelings... by myself. one reason that people may have not liked me for was that I kept all my feelings to myself and never shared them but that was because I didn't want people to have pity towards me. Even if I felt so lonely. I don't care. I just wanted everyone else to be happy even if it meant they were happy without me in their lives.