My consciousness sank into the recesses of my mind. I can see my past. My parents is ignoring me as I head back into the house reeking of alcohol and sweat. We just moved and some of my new friends I made invited me out to go party on my first day. Thought it was a good idea until they left me in the middle of the forest. A feeling of regret and rage pulsates through my heart when I arrived past the doorstep. With my head down, I was making my towards my room until I looked towards my dad and he gave me a brief glance. One filled with deep resentment. I paused and the only thing I saw was red. I close my eyes again for what seem like an eternity then it suddenly open again from the appearance of a Voice.
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"Victor!"
I look around and see my best friend and girl staring at me with faces full laughter. Felicity looked so vividly gorgeous and was wearing my favorite perfume. She had pajamas that were baggy and childish, but it only accentuate her beauty with innocence. My best friend, Cortez was chuckling right beside my back pounding my back to snap me out my gaze. Cortez was 6'4 Latino with features similar to Enrique Iglesias but who obviously went through a life crime and spent time on the streets. He's the womanizer type but he would always treat our friendship as a brotherhood. We're sitting in the middle of my floor playing Uno under a candle light because our power is off. I looked down and see it's my turn. This was my chance to put a draw 4 down on my buddy so I was overcome with excitement to sabotage him. I placed it down and looked up to see his reaction but he was gone. Disappeared in thin air. I quickly turn my head to see If Felicity was there too but for some reason Mikayla took her place. I looked down and see she has no clothes on. Her body was amazing as I thought it was. She was glowing and her chocolate skin looked as soft as silk. Each curves was highlighted in my room from some mysterious light source. I lean back out of embarrassment and surprise. She put on an cat like demeanor and pounced on me. She passionately kisses on my neck then reaches up under my shirt. A lavender like scent overwhelmed and filled me up with euphoria. I was sooo tempted but mustered every inch of willpower I have and told myself something is not right. I pushed her off but as I got up I feel something cold and painful on my chest. I looked down and see a knife sticking out. I grab the knife in panic but she proceeds to straddle me and keep me from moving the knife. She then leans in for a kiss and I close my eyes to brace for this thorny rose but nothing comes.
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I open my eyes only to find myself in a much different room. It's a cathedral that held a grand hallway with a blood red, expensive looking carpet that contrasts with the aged look of the castle like interior. It had the stereotypical painted mirrors but they told a story of something too sinister to be Christ. I'm at one end of this hallway sitting on what seems like throne. The chair itself held a domineering presence but it only seemed like an accessory adorned by the current. I'm wearing a crown laden with countless gems and crystals while wearing a suit who's looks made me feel like a CEO of multimillion corporation. I look down the hallway and see many different people in 2 lines that ran parallel to each other on each side of the carpet. .They all looked unique and frightening in there own way but it made me think especially why are they bowing towards me. The a voices of heavenly moaning soon catches my attention. I look behind me and I see a bed of goddesses all in little to no clothing as they indulge themselves with each other. Each of their are incomparable and surpass mortal understanding. I then feel a bony hand place on my shoulder. I look up and I see Wise's blood red skull and two valiant horns in his signature butler-esque attire. "My King." he says.
This resonates with me to point where I feel my entire being shake. Something else takes over and I rise up from my throne to my feet. In my wake black flames and lightning swarm around my being which gives me the the image of a god of destruction. I step through my people in a graceful yet tyrannical manner as they bow and yell my name!
"All hail, King Ignis Mortem!"
"All hail, the one true Demon King!"
Negative emotions fill me to the brim from their chants. I feel the death, anger, and darkness that rings those name but a strange feeling of peace and satisfaction. I close my eyes as a reflex toward the feeling but I then wake up to state of where I'm literally I'm falling into a pit of despair.
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There's nothing but an abyss around me and sharp wind cutting across my ear. I sense that within this pit are my darkest demons and deepest of insecurities. The fall lasts an eternity and I soon lose myself with this darkness. After god knows how long I find alone laying flat on a cold ground in a pitch black room with my immediate surroundings illuminated. The air is cold to point I can see my breath. And I feel numb. My life has been pointless. My parents hate me. And my friends are gone.
So what will I do now I thought to myself. The memory of my dad's gaze and Wise's words to me played out in my head.
Then a thought crossed my head. If I dwell in my past failures then I will miss my future accomplishments. And the only thing that truly
matters is what I do in the present. A flame of ambition has been sparked! All the negative emotions I had channel themselves into pure rage
I sit up hastily and look up into the vast darkness. "Burn my everything, I will rise from ashes!" I yelled, then I stood up, "Destroy my spirit, I will rise with my will." I yelled again, then I punched out with all my might swinging into the emptiness. My fist connects with a wall. There was no noise but a gust of wind burst out from where I stood. Cracks begin to fill the space around me. I pulled my fist back but now the burning sensation came back. Yet it actually didn't burn this time. It fueled me with power that brought warmth and energy throughout my body. I got into a fighting stance and stared at the wall in front of me. I pull my fist back and took a step forward
"DESTROY ME! AND I WILL RISE WITH MY EVERYTHING!"
My fist flew becoming an unstoppable force of destruction. It has become a spear of my will and nothing in this entire fucking universe can stop it. Boom.
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