Dear Diary,
This morning when we woke up Jacob wasn't at home. He left. Again. At around noon, I threw his Christmas present away. I had gotten him a $20 gift card to GameStop. I spent my own money that I've been saving up on his gift. Ben, I trashed it. He's probably not going to come back. And even if he does, he doesn't deserve my money.
I laughed when I threw it away. I laughed because that's all I can do. I have to laugh. I'm not complaining, it helps, but I just wish it didn't.
Camilla Story