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Things ended escalating more out of proportions than I had originally expected. When I saw Mao and quickly recalled all these memories with my cute lion, I felt really guilty that I've left her behind for so long. And when she started crying, and blamed me for having abandoned her… I just couldn't really refute her words; I was totally guilty for all of that.
So at the end, I just… I wanted to make her happy. I know this wouldn't make up for all the time she spent away from me on her own things, and for how much I ignored her despite doing so much, it had to get to the point where she almost died for me to… for me to remember.
Ugh, why was I such a fucking asshole back then? I always look back at previous actions and I think how stupid and insensitive I was.
Well, even now, I act like that sometimes too.
I guess even after everything I still commit mistakes just like humans would…
