All i could think of now is who am i really. Am i the horrible monster that made Jamarion look at me so horribly like i was a monster. I thought my name was akame and i thought i was human. Was everything i knew a lie. Had everything i come to cherish and love be a lie. Am i a lie... am i dead i cant open my eyes i cant understand anything any more and i think i will never be able to again.
By then i was freaking out. I mean, who wouldn't be after everything they Believed in was a lie. And mostly the person you love now most likely see you as a monster. Im scared that ima loos him the only person i ever wanted so bad. Then i could make out pictures from before in my head spinning images from before. I was terrified as the horrible stench of blood wafted around me once agin like before at school. Pain was now shooting through my head, i guess i am alive but not awake yet.i could see the images of my friends dead body's thats were covered in blood eyes empty without a soul as the man in the black coat laughed. I could feel my insides being ripped out over and over and over agin. And i blacked out in my mind again.
When i awoke from in my mind, i could see images. I saw me sitting in a chair tied down with burning metal chains. But i was Crying? why would i be crying as i looked at myself and then i looked at me as i saw that i was looking at something. I turned my head facing what the other me was looking at... Then my heart dropped.
It was Jamarion being killed by the man in the black coat. But how could that be I KILLED HIM HE SHOULD BE DEAD THIS ISNT HAPPENING!!! By then i couldn't make it out thats this was a dream or not. As i ran to try and stop him i went trough him then in a blink of an eye i found myself being the one tied in the chair as i watched the man in the black coat laugh and smile as he killed Jamarion. And then as Jamarion was taking his final breaths he looked at me and said you monster i wish i never met you this is all your fault as all my friends started yo apear behind him they all said we could be alive if it weren't for you! I woke up gasping for air. I looked around. Finally awoken, i looked around panicking scared and terrified from what i was thinking about. I thought the only person i wanted and loved was gone and died right in front of me. But i realized he didn't it was only a dream. When i looked out side it was white i didn't notice what it was. I went to the window and touched it it was cold and my breath made a cloud on the window. It was snowing just how long was i out!!!i hear a noise like footsteps approaching i quickly turned around.