It was only after 'dying' 46 times that Jason could taste such delicacy, and the additional gain of 3 points of Excitement of Feast made it all the more worthwhile for him with his satiety at the moment being quite sufficient.
Gratitude welled up within him.
Yet more prevalent was a kind of craving.
"What taste would the 'monster' I 'saw' be...?"
Jason couldn't help thinking to himself.
Such a massive body, firm muscles, biting into it must be delicious, right?
Gulp.
Jason's saliva started to secrete, and he swallowed uncontrollably.
Then, he couldn't help but envy and admire those predecessors.
He envied the predecessors for being able to eat such food.
He admired the predecessors for truly being able to 'abandon life and death' for food!
If he wasn't 'undying.'
Could he do the same, disregard life and death for 'food'?
Jason questioned himself.
The answer was something that made him feel ashamed.
"I, am still not pure enough!"
