I was six I heard yelling from the kitchen my parents was fighting again
Dad: why are you such a fucking bitch all the god damn time
Mom: OH LOOK WHO'S TALKING MR IMMA FUCK MY WIFE SISTER
dad: oh my God maybe I wouldn't fuck her if your pussy didn't spell like fish all the time maybe clean down there more often
Mom: have you smelt your dick lately it doesn't smell any better I'm not gagging when I'm sucking your dick because I'm choking on your small dick no it's because I'm not trying to throw up from your nasty dick
Dad: oh ok well your sister didn't have a problem with my nasty small dick
Mom throws a plate at dad barely missing his head
Dad: you crazy bitch are you trying to kill me??!
Mom: oh cry me a little pussy
Dad: I'm done with you I'm leaving I don't have to sit here and take this from you!
Mom: where are you going?! You can't just leave me here with that brat upstairs!!
Dad: should have thought about that before you tried to kill me bitch!
Mom: please don't leave please I'm sorry
She's on the floor crying
He leaves and I never see my father ever again...
My mom went down hill from then on she became a alcoholic
~year later my 7th birthday~
Me: mom mom
Her: Lower your voice brat mom has a headache
She takes the pillow off her head and sits up from the couch next to the couch is a table bull of empty beer bottles she stands up and walks to the refrigerator and gets a bottle of vodka I follow her
Me: mom do you know what day It is?!
Mom: what day is it
She looks annoyed
Me: IT'S MY BIRTHDAY I'M 8 YEARS OLD!
mom: congrats now leave me alone
Me: oh ok
I walk to my bedroom and I crawled into bed and cried
An hour later
Mom: TRAVIS GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW
Me: y-yes?
She grabs my arm and slung me into the kitchen table. I screamed in pain my arms is cut up
Mom: I know you stole my beers if you ever do it again I'll make you regret being born you worthless piece of shit this is why your father left us
Me: I didn't mom believe please I didn't
Mom: your just mad because I didn't wish you a happy birthday! Grow up!
~6th grade~
My mom had to move because she couldn't afford the rent at our old place so I had to change schools
On the first day I was late didn't go to bird block in second block the teacher introduced me and sat me text to this girl her name was Amber she was different through out my whole life girls would fall at my feet they would be all over me begging me to go out with them but she was different she didn't treat me like that she didn't even acknowledge my existence so I had to start the conversation but of course a bunch of girls surrounded me when the teacher gave us free time I tried to ignore them the best I can until they got the hint and left I talked to Amber the best decision of my life he became best friends and she stole my heart I didn't care about anything else but her I love her but in eighth grade she got a boyfriend a boyfriend I don't trust he's weird the longer they are together the more Amber distance herself from me and her friends the more bruises she has on her she eventually stopped hanging with us I miss her I tried contacting her but never got a reply when I saw her in school she looked sad and wore baggy clothes sometimes you could see bruises on her and sometimes she would look at me and smile but I have always been able to see through her smile but her smile has gotten bigger to cover up more pain when she would smile at me her boyfriend Jake would pull on her arm and it made me mad if I ever get sold evidence that he's mistreating her I will hurt him.
~middle if freshman year~
Amber came up to us and apologized to us her and Jake broke up Anna Hannah Andrew and Lucas forgave her I forgave her but something was off about her, her eyes looks dull
I have my love back
~sophomore year~
I wait outside Amber house she walks out she didn't see me I grab her by the waisted and said hey she screamed and slapped me
Amber: oh my God I'm so sorry are you ok you scared me
Holding my cheek
Me: yeah I'm fine don't worry about it! ready to go?
Amber: yeah sorry again
Me: your fine cutie
I wink at her
Amber: how charming
We laugh
Next day
I see Amber and not wanting to get slapped again I yell "HEY"
She turns around
Amber: hello there Romeo
Me: want to walk to school together Juliet
She giggles
Amber: sounds fun