This is my first story....
Baat uss samay ki hai jab main choti thi....
yehi karib 8-10 years ki....
Padhai ko lekar mere Papa ki soch bhut kharab thi...
wo hi sab beti ko padha kar kya karna hai and all.
iss chinta main waqt dhere dhere aage bhadne laga..
mere padai chudwa di gyi mere 8th karte hi ...
Na Jane kitne tareeko se koishish kari kee koi mujhe samajh paye.
par wo waqt hi aisa tha jo mere sath na tha..ЁЯШС
dhere dhere kuch chota mota ghar par hi kaam karke kuch paise jama kiye taki 9th class ka admission ho paye..
phir admission hote hi har month ki fees juta pana mushkil ho raha tha..
jaise main fees mangne ki koishish karti
mere Papa mujhe school Jane ke liye mana kar dete..
halanki ghar main paise ki koi problem nhi thi
problem thi to bus ek soch ki..
Main school main roj ke 10 rupees dena start kiya taki kuch paise jama ho paye...
12th main aaate hi mere mom bhi mujhe chhod kar chali gyi..ЁЯШг
phir maine 12th ke exam diye
and 1st class se pass hue har baar ki tarah..
phir mujhe college nhi bheja gya
innhe sapne ke sath main soti or uthi rahi ki kabhi to waqt badlega.
mujhe mere waheguru par trust tha bus..
ek din main kahi job ke baat krne gyi
that guy asked with me ki tum padai karo job kyu karna chahti ho abhi se...
than I replied... uncle mujhe nhi padna
mere awaz bhoot bhari hue thi
aisa laga jaise kisine ghav ko hara kar Diya ho
par mere wo uncle mere life main Angle ban kar aaye
wo uncle college ke member the
to unhone free main 1st year ka admission karwa diya.
I was very happy at that time maine dil se bhoot thanks bola .
wo lumha jaise mere jindge main ek umeed lekar aaya.
or main aage bhadi..
but mere jindge ka struggle abhi kaha khatam hone wala tha...
phir ek month nikla mere Papa mere shadi ke piche padne lage
bahoot baar mere sath jabardasti bhi hue.
but Maine himmat nhi hari...
iss tarah Maine apne graduation kari and than ek MNC main job start kari.
or aage ki padai continue rakhi...
job ke sath main padai or ghar ke kaam bhi karti thi or ghar ka stress kafi bhadta raha.
mujhe depression hone laga or ek time aaya maine apni jaan tak dene ki koishish kari....
mere 3rd socide attempt main bhi I was thinking about my Papa only
because I still love him a lot.
mujhe bhagwan ne baccha liya.
wo mere jindge ka aakhiri socide attempt tha.
uske baad maine focus apni job par kiya
saving kari.
shadi hue settle hue..
Iss life ki jorney main koi risthedar sath nhi tha..
but aj wo hi apne hone ka dava karte hai...
har ek rishta aj pass hai jo kabhi apna tha hi nahi...
Ye rishtey ye samaj sabke rang bhut ajib the...
Thanks to God who support me in each phase of life ЁЯШК