"what?!"
i covered my ears when alexa shouted
aish, i told her not to shout
"yah! are you out of your mind?!"
"no, alexa. i'm dead serious here"
i told her that i'm giving up
i don't want to give up
but i think, sometimes we need to give up
and also, i can't bear the pain anymore.
the pain is too much
good thing even if i'm dying inside
i can still smile as if i'm alive