i found the spot where i cried and sat there for the whole vacant period
"you're here again"
i looked up and saw a smiling jimin
he's with the rest of bangtan except taehyung
they name their squad bangtan so who am i to disagree
i just smiled and gestured them to sit with me
i'm not that greedy about this place and its not my property
"how's your day?"
i just laughed at namjoon's question
"guys you know that you're not good at pretending, right?"
they laugh as they heard my statement
"yes. because you already mastered it, noona"
i pinch jungkook's cheeks
"i told you. call me shan not noona"
he pouted but eventually smiled at me
"why are you so good at faking everything, shanie min"
i smiled at my cousin, yoongi
"am i faking things?"
"tss, don't play dumb with me. you're so good at faking and hiding your emotions. yes you're smiling but we know that deep inside you're crying"
well they know me too well
i'm thinking if taehyung knows when i'm faking my emotions
but in the past two years, i guess he doesn't know
he's too oblivious about my feelings.