Chapter 45.1 SAD of Saferu part 1
(February 14, 2020)
A Single Awareness Day story for all the Singles Celebrating Valentine's Day alone again today..
Cheer up guys, you're not alone! Let's drown ourselves reading a love story! Drunck to your heart content today *cheers*
Let's start the story with music from a simple plan (Clap your hands..*clap*clap*clap)
(BakaNoBaka)
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[[Welcome to My Life]] - Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
[[END OF SONG]]
This story starts before the Saferu of the current story world where KoFO started to encounter the older saferu and the younger saferu…
This is the love Story of Saferu and Angeline...and also Anne during their High School days.
Saferu at the age of 14 he was a bright and cheerful person filled with confidence. At this point of his life he has yet to encounter any problems that might change his fate.
He was a second year junior highschool student. It was on this day that he met the first girl who made his heart beat faster.
"Look at those two girls they are so cute..!"
"Hey that two are on the most beautiful girls list at Saint Anthony School.."
"Weettweeew(Whistling) pretty girls coming on the way..!"
As the boys loudly cheered upon seeing the two beautiful girls walking along the way Saferu was also stunned by one of the girls' appearance.
"Saferu did you know that one of the beautiful girls was one of our classmates during elementary at grade 5?.. Let's go say hi.." Mark said to Saferu as they had been classmates since elementary. Mark was a mix asian with a native black Aberikan blood. Despite his dark appearance he is one of the handsome guys at school as the girls used to call him tall, dark and handsome.
"Mark can we do that later class will start soon.." Saferu despite being proud and confident realized that he was not used to talking to the person he likes. If it was someone else regardless of the girls appearance Saferu is confident enough to flirt with them. He was after all called a playboy inside the School Campus but everyone knows despite all of this he never really dated anyone.
Mark darg Saferu towards the two girls Direction..
"Hello Angeline still remember us? We used to go to the same school back at Elementary.."
Mark casually said. Saferu was depressed as he looked at Mark talking so casually to Angeline as if they are good old friends he can't help but feel jealous about it.
"A Mark and Saferu…Long time no see" Angeline was surprised as she can never forget this classmate of hers, especially Saferu, as she has had a crush on him ever since they were still at elementary school. If only Saferu realized that earlier and confess his life might not be too tragic.
"Angeline who are these people.." The girl next to Angeline shyly asks.
She was a small girl with a good figure despite her small height. She has a bountiful upper part.
And the curves on her body express a sexy feeling on it. Anne was stunned on seeing Saferu it was what they call Love at First Sight.
"Ahh Anne this are my classmate back at Elementary Saferu and Mark..Guys this is Anne my best friend.." Angeline introduced them to her. If only Angeline noticed Anne's odd behavior she could have prevented the tragic event that well bound to happen on Anne.
After their introduction they went on their separate ways as they belong to different classes. Because of the distance they rarely saw each other and a year had passed by.
During that time Saferu meets the two other Saferu from another Dimension as they forcefully abduct and possess Saferu's body which fuses into the older Saferu's Soul Room.
As the two Saferu are just spiritual entities they badly need the other Saferu's body and forcefully fuse their Soul Room.
The transmigration from one world to another made the older Saferu soul power greatly weaken and so the two Saferu was sealed inside the Soul Room to recover living the other Saferu losing the party of his memory where the three meet each other.
But because of their encounter the other Saferu was influenced by the heart demon and so his life started to become miserable or was it already going in that direction even if the two Saferu did not appear.
Saferu suddenly became a delinquent as he often skipped class and hung out with different people playing billiards, drinking beers and fighting other gangs. The reason this all started because during his 2nd year of junior high they went into a family reunion.
Saferu's relatives are all elites only his father was the odd one as he had taken the Priest position. But before Saferu's Father became a priest He was a well known Engineer with an influence that has widely spread all over the country. It was also because of his Father that his 20 siblings became elites as all the money Saferu's father earned was sent to his family.
At the reunion Saferu's father reported all Saferu's misdeed during the first year of junior high school and after that his grandfather spread it towards his children and the result was Saferu at the age of 14 was scolded, insulted, and cursed at by all his relatives. Imagine at that time the child Saferu was forced into a corner where everyone's eyes looked at him as a failure and worthless person. And he can't even ask help or run away as he was well aware that it was his father who started all of this. Since then Saferu changed and became loose as he greatly believed that he no longer had a future like his father often said that a useless and worthless person like him has no future.
It was the darkest moment of Saferu's life and soon he became a 3rd year Junior High School student. Then he meets Angeline and Anne again. They became classmates yet the girls were surprised by Saferu's change. The Saferu they know are smart, courageous, and filled with confidence. But the current Saferu has a gloomy and cold face yet they thought that it was another charming thing to look at. Saferu also meets Andrew at this point of time. Although they had opposite personalities they had a certain chemistry with them. And so The 4 of them became friends, a perfect pair that the people around them often say. Yet the pairing was not for a boy and a girl but instead it was Saferu X Andrew… The cold Saferu and the Warm Andrew.
Even Angeline enjoyed herself at this setting as she was one of the girls who spread pictures of the two boys together. Anne was not even aware of this secret hobby of Angeline.
Then one day Anne talked to Angeline.
"Angeline I think I love Saferu…" Anne seriously admitted her feelings which stunned Angeline.
In reality if Angeline was not busy pairing Saferu and Andrew she would have noticed that Anne was madly in love with Saferu. While Angeline has a crush with Saferu it has yet to reach to the point of being called love and so her secret hobby was more enjoyable than being a couple with Saferu. But she felt complicated emotion as what if Anne and Saferu ended up with one another what will happen to Andrew! How could the zealous Angeline who was a true BL fanatic allow such a thing to happen yet she can't abandon her best friend and so she felt conflicted deep inside.
"Anne just admits your feelings to him.. Just say it honestly.." Angeline gave simple advice with no plan whatsoever. If only she realizes that this unplanned confesion will destroy Anne's future that she will deeply regret later that she should have come up with a more complicated plan.
"Thanks Angeline you are really my best friend… Saferu often said that simplicity is the best…"
And so Anne hurriedly went to look for Saferu.
The next day at the back of the School where a Huge Narra Tree stands as it was a famous spot for confession Anne and Saferu was there.
"Saferu I love you will you marry me.." Anne gathered all her courage and because of it instead of saying "going out" she mistakenly said "will you marry me".
Saferu was dumbfounded and didn't know what to say but It was painful as if the feeling he felt reminded him that he was a useless and worthless person that all of this was just a trick that they will laugh at later.
Because Saferu had a hard time back at home where he always was cursed, Insulted and belittled he has a very low self esteem and has a severe inferiority complex. Although he can still act normal, someone saying that they love him was impossible for him to accept. He was so down that the thought that someone loved him seems like a joke. He didn't even love himself how could others could love him so he rejected Anne in a cruel manner.
"Girl don't joke around who do you think you are.. Seriously to think I thought of you as my friend don't let me see you ever again.." His voice was colder than usual as one can see the hate and anger in his eyes.
Andrew and Angeline all saw this as they were hiding not far from them and Saferu's loud Angry voice can be heard on where they had hidden.
"Saferu stop what the hell are you doing.." Andrew ran towards them as he punched Saferu and dragged him away. If it was other people Saferu would punch them back but since it was Andrew and he also realized that what he did was wrong he just let himself be punched and dragged by him.
"Anne are you alright?..." Angeline embrace the crying Anne
"Angeline why is Saferu mad!? Am I really wrong does he really hate me now.." The shock Anne recieve has pierced deeply on her soul that it shattered all her confidence. It was her first love and it ended up tragically if only she was not the greedy they could still remain friends but now all was lost as Saferu hated her now. The Angry face of Saferu and his cold voice had left a deep scar on Anne's heart.
"Saferu why did you do that.. Why did you hurt Anne..! I know you like Angeline so I expected you will reject Anne but not like this we are all friends here.." Andrew was so mad as he didn't expect all of this to happen.
"I know I am wrong but I won't regret it! You know that I hated it when someone said they love me… And when I heard her sincere voice full of feelings, something within me just snapped! You know back at home I only feel the hate! The eyes of the people looking down on me.. Now I see an Eyes that admire me what kind of B*llSh*T is that! Besides I don't have the right to fall in love.. I hated my weak self. I can't even express my love to Angeline and here comes Anne saying she loves me.. My mind just went blank and I blast all my hidden emotion to her. I know I am wrong but if it well changes Anne's feelings to me then it's all worthed… I can't return such feelings to any women.."Saferu was filled with remorse but he will still do the same to any women that well confess their feelings to him. If only he knows that his rejection will greatly harm Anne and ruin her future he will surely regret it and take up to himself the responsibility of ruining a girl's future.
The next day the rumor of Saferu's rejection was being spread as there was a third party who happened to see such an interesting event. Also because of what happened Saferu and Andrew took distance towards the two girls. Angeline was also depressed as Anne had gone missing and even her parents had been searching for her whereabouts.
Later Angeline discovered that Anne was so embarrassed about the rumors and her parents found the news insulting so she was forced to go to another school. At that time Anne's personality changed as she lost her confidence. She masked all of it by flirting and dating different men. A few years later she got pregnant but because of her loose personality the man was skeptical if the child was his and so he ran away. When Anne's parents found out that she got pregnant she was abandoned as her parents erased all of her relationship with them as they didn't want a loose girl to shamed their family. At that time Anne carrying a child felt hopeless and wanted to kill herself but then Angeline found her.
While they are far from each other Angeline and Anne still communicate and Angeline was aware of Anne dating different men and even advised her to be careful.The truth is Anne never sleeps with any man. It was just an accident that the man made her drunk and they ended up doing the deed. Despite all of it rumors already spread as some men who Anne abandoned as she often changed partners spread that Anne well spread her legs to any man. Why did the man never though Anne was still a Virgin? It was because the part where it should bleed had already disappeared due to some accident so even if it was Anne's first time she didn't bleed and the man misunderstood that she was no longer a virgin. At that time when Anne was drunk the Man's face looked like Saferu. Even all these years despite dating a different man she never forgot her first love. And because they didn't use any protection Anne got pregnant.
Angeline was an orphan who used to live with her grandparents after they died. She was left with a house and some money that was enough for her to live for a long time. But when Anne appeared with a baby she took it to herself to take care of them as she partly felt responsible as she was well aware that she was one of the causes of this.
A few years later the baby grew up into a lovely daughter for her and Anne slowly returned from her old self as a cheerful lady. But the girls had one thing in common and that they hated men.
In Angelines case she just loves man paired to man things as her hobby never left her. As for Anne well because of her experience she started to loath men with an exemption of Saferu.
Later Angeline and Saferu met again after 10 yrs and Angeline grew more beautiful. Saferu remained the same until he transformed into an older Saferu. As for Anne when she saw Saferu again she made a vow to herself that she well use any means for Saferu to stay at their side.
Meanwhile Andrew had a successful and happy life as he got married and had a great job as an IT specialist which made him earn millions a month.
Andrew and Saferu often talk via the internet and so he was aware how Saferu ended up being a NEET despite all of this Andrew was helpless as he already has his own family and he was far from Saferu and so the best thing he can do is talk to him during his spare time.
When KoFO arrived Andrew didn't become a BETA player but later as the world revolves on KoFO Andrew was forced to participate but his story will be told later as he will be one of the driving forces that well support Saferu and the girls.