Zhao Siqing hugged the pillow and rolled on the bed for a long time. Her soft hair was so messy that she looked like a little lunatic.
"Do you think I'm afraid of marriage? " After a while, Zhao Siqing spoke again.
Nalan Yanran turned around and climbed onto the bed. She glanced at her and said, "do you like him? "
Zhao Siqing looked at him and nodded gently.
"Then what are you afraid of? " Nalan Yanran asked.
Zhao Siqing thought for a moment and said softly, "I'm a little afraid of Huo Jingchen. You know that he's very controlling and possessive, and... He's a little extreme. "
Although she didn't want to care about what happened in her past life, she didn't want to.
But those dreams would still affect her subconsciously.
She didn't know if one day he would lock her up, or if one day she would really become like that in her dreams.
Zhao Siqing hugged the pillow in a daze. It was not that she did not feel it. Every time Huo Jingchen mentioned his past life, he would feel a deep sense of conflict.
So something must have happened that she could not let go of, and many things that she could not let go of.
Otherwise, how could she have ended up like that.
Nalan Yanran turned to look at her and said softly, "there's a saying that doesn't only look at how much money a man spends on you, but how much money a man has when he spends on you. "
Zhao Siqing looked at her and heard her continue, "so you don't have to worry too much about what kind of person he is, but it depends on what kind of person he is willing to become for you. "
Zhao Siqing looked at the woman beside her seriously. The woman was wearing a low-neckline nightgown, revealing a patch of snow-white skin. Her Red Lips parted slightly, giving off an indescribable sexiness that was breathtaking.
"What are you looking at? " Nalan Yanran asked.
"It's the first time I realized that your words can be so philosophical... "
Nalan Yanran sneered, "are you very naughty now? "
Zhao Siqing retracted her gaze, hugged the pillow, and sighed softly. After a moment of silence, she could not help but ask again, "then, do you think Huo Jingchen will accept a platonic marriage? "
Although she did not say it, she could feel it.
Ever since she was kidnapped last time, her rejection and resistance towards love seemed to have become more serious.
If she could never accept it, then Huo Jingchen... ...
"He won't accept it. Is He stupid enough to accept it? " Nalan Yanran sneered.
"He doesn't bully such a fair and tender little girl. Could it be that he eats vegetarian and reads Buddhism every day to become a monk? "
Zhao Siqing:"...". ...
"But I'm afraid that I'll never be able to accept it, " Zhao Siqing said softly, her eyes wet with confusion.
She understood the logic, and knew that such things should be beautiful.
But for no reason, she could not control her mind to remember those bad experiences, so much so that it made her feel disgusted.
"This is easy to handle. It's something that is already familiar after the first time. If you feel sorry for him, he can just drink two bottles of wine on his wedding night and then lie on the bed with his eyes closed, " Nalan Yanran said with a smile.
Zhao Siqing looked at her in a daze, as if she had never thought that she could do this.
After a moment of silence, she stammered, "two... two bottles are enough? "
Nalan Yanran laughed out loud and could not help but reach out to pinch Zhao Siqing's little face. "Why are you so cute? "
Zhao Siqing's face turned a little red and she said softly, "you're still laughing so happily. I'm about to die of panic. "
After a long while of fooling around, Zhao Siqing lay on the pillow and looked at the roof. She said softly, "Yanran, do you think we'll be happy for the rest of our lives? "
Nalan Yanran was silent for a moment. They were both born in a broken family and had seen the malevolence of love and the unrecognizable appearance of marriage.
After a while, Nalan Yanran said softly, "no one can see their whole life at the age of eighteen. Only when we look back after our whole lives will we know more clearly whether we are lucky or unlucky in this life. "