Fu Yaxian was a very comfortable woman.
She could be strong, gentle, strong, and small. In the category of women, she could be considered the best.
He should not be dissatisfied with spending the rest of his life with such a woman.
He even forced himself to seriously date and chat with her. At that time, he really wanted to develop a good relationship with Fu Yaxian.
But... ...
Once, when the two of them ate western food together, he looked at the menu and ordered Foie Gras. After dinner, he ordered buffy and black forest.
When the waiter served the food, he came back to his senses and remembered that these things were actually Zuo Aiai's favorites.
She had never said it, but he always remembered it. It was just that every time he went to dinner with her in the past, he would not show that he knew. Sometimes, he would even deliberately order something that she did not like. Looking at her angry face.. He would think it was very cute.
When he was having dinner with Fu Yaxian, his mind was filled with the thought of another woman.
Fu Yaxian, on the other hand, was always gentle and peaceful. She spoke appropriately and tried her best to find the things that she liked to talk to.
He watched her eat the things that she ordered with a smile without a word of complaint.
When the two of them were about to leave after dinner, she said that she needed to go to the bathroom. He stood in the corridor outside the bathroom waiting for her.
Then, he saw a small stain on his body, so he went into the men's bathroom to wash up. He did not expect to see Fu Yaxian lying on the side of the sink vomiting so badly the moment he went in... ...
She did not even notice that she had entered the men's room.
Later, he found out that Fu Yaxian did not like Foie gras since she was young. She was so disgusted that she could not help but puke when she smelled it.
But on that day, she smiled and ate the food that she could not even look at. She endured until she left before she had no choice but to run to the bathroom to Puke... ...
For the first time, Jin Di felt that he had committed a great sin.
It was also the first time that he completely understood that he could not fall in love with Fu Yaxian.
Because even in the end, when he saw her in so much pain, there was still not a single bit of tender affection in his heart... ... In the past, whenever he saw Zuo Aiai cry, he would feel extremely distressed. If it was someone else in the same situation, he would probably be heartbroken to death ...
However, because it was Fu Yaxian, he felt sympathy and pity. Other than that, there was nothing else.
If it was impossible to fall in love with her and continue to tangle with her, giving her the possibility of love, then he would be the biggest sinner in the world.
After that, he cut off contact with Fu Yaxian in the shortest amount of time, and then there was a scandal with Yang Lan.
After so many years, no matter how much Jin Jingrong forced him to be with Fu Yaxian, he refused to comply. It was also because of this.
He knew that Fu Yaxian was a woman who took love seriously, so he could not give her any illusion of being in love.
He would be letting her down and he would be letting himself down.
For three years, he had also found a woman who could make him lose control like Zuo Aiai.
A woman who could replace Zuo Aiai.
However, after such a long time, she appeared in his life once again.
He was tired and tired.
Since she was back, why should he go to the distance and pursue someone who might not even exist.