However, if that was really the case, she was a little confused.
Her relationship with Jin di was merely an agreement between a man and a woman. They did not reach the stage of marriage, nor did they have any status restrictions. Just like that, she was pregnant with his child... ...
Moreover, shouldn't men usually try their best to get the woman to abort the child at such a time to prevent trouble?
Now that Jin Jingrong was pressing her, Jin Di's actions at such a time were practically going against her own father... ...
Usually, she would not understand Jin Di's actions on small matters. If she did not understand it, she would not bother to think about it.
However, this time, it was a matter that concerned her life and the future of her child She had to think about it... ...
If she gave birth to a child with Jin di now, what would her identity be What would her child's identity be?
Her uterine fibroids might recover because of this, but would she let her child bear the shadow of an illegitimate child for the rest of his life?
Wasn't she being too selfish?
As she thought about it, she, a pregnant woman who had just taken office and was still emotionally unstable, fell into a vortex of self-doubt and self-loathing.
Jin Dada had never understood what was going on in this little woman's mind. In Jin Dada's mind, women were unpredictable.
Among them, ZUO AIAI!
Looking at the little woman in front of him whose expression was becoming more and more conflicted, his expression became even gloomier. We are so handsome and handsome. For the first time in his life, Jin Dada, who had never been worried about anything, was at his wit's end.
"What are you thinking about? "
Since he could not guess, he might as well ask directly.
She looked at his elegant and handsome side profile, and her face was filled with an expression that was on the verge of tears.
"Can I not have this child? "
Jin Di:"..."
"I don't want to see him carry the reputation of an illegitimate child for the rest of his life after eighteen years, and I don't want him to be despised by everyone when he is born. Although my reputation is not good, at least I am still the legitimate eldest daughter of the Zuo family. However, I really watched Zuo Yunyun walk all the way here. She is an illegitimate daughter. Although I don't like her, I can not deny that the reason why she has become like this has a lot to do with her identity. "Jin di, I'm not greedy, and I don't want any prestigious status... "... when I'm not enough to be your wife, this child came at a very bad time ".. I... "... abort him ".. "Okay? "
This was really the answer she came up with after careful consideration.
Right now, she had just had the courage to go to the challenge company set up by Jin Jingrong for Jin di, and she had just taken a step forward in her career.
If a child came at this time, soon, she would vomit more violently, her stomach would become bigger, and it would be more and more inconvenient for her to move. But at that time, it was very likely that she would be the busiest.. If her career was going to be on the right track bit by bit, she would have to run to the factory every day, make design drawings, and do marketing promotions... ... And she would have to continue to learn her drawing skills from her master ...
These plans had yet to be implemented, and they were going to be stillborn?
Forget about all this. The most important thing was her current identity. She could not give her child a bright future, so why should she let him come to this world to suffer?
What she thought made sense. She even felt that when Jin di heard her words, he should feel relieved.